Secret

this morning went out with dad for brunch.
before that dad went to the market to get some groceries.
after buying some veges.
dad came up to the car and asked us to go down and buy some toufu
telling us he's paiseh to buy =.=" wat larh....
Jasmine went down to buy but out of stock
of course we asked him how come he's paiseh
turned out that he refused to answer.
sigh...adults..
was freakin curious what's going on but since he refuse to tell us
so it's fine... adults are weird
and it's not like i can ask mother or what.
we're at dad's only on weekends.
ish..stupid curiosity.

anyways, i miss ahma so damn much
the other day we asked her whether if she wanna come to our house and stay for a few weeks or months
well...she doesn't want to..
coz some son of a gun crept into her house and stole some crap again..in other words :BURGLAR-ED !!
few years back, some jewelries and RM1000++
few months ago, came in from the FREAKING CEILING ,stole the old antique bigass computer and a bottle of wine.
now, the gas tank...WTF ?!
it happens everytime when she's away
goin back tomorrow morning, best of luck for convincing her to come to Segamat coz it's creepy living in that house alone.

AND dang it my phone kinda suck now that it turns off by itself so frickin often
causing me unable to receive calls and texts on the spot 
and the worst part is that it's without memory card @@"!!
recently thinkin off getting a new phone with a reasonable price of RM600++.... only ?

Huh ? huh? not bad eh ?
i not really good with phones but after checking info bout this model, it's kinda an okay phone to use
but dad wouldn't get me one !!
he said anything that's not attached to my skin confirm will disappear..
LOL what ?!

Blogged, Joey.

THANK YOU SO MUCH.,

i'm just sooooooooo...
i mean really...
that there's people promoting my blog...awwww...
thank you larh....
just so lost for words for what you've done <3
aiyer..so thank you leh

NOT.
ya u helped us alot. really..
sangat thank you betul...hahahaha ！
but recall and THINK why am i unhappy
allow me to elaborate har....

i didn't know u guys were the person-in-charge only AFTER i join the team.
if not u think i will join meh
since u know u were to take part in other programme
then why took part in this as well
sumore wanna be the directors.
do u have any idea what the hell were you doing ?
bullshit you poured more time on us.
then how come u don't know well about how our performance should be goin ?
like on the stage in the middle of the performance.
honestly u guys messed it up.
u want proof ?
to ONE THE DIRECTORS.
i don't know what on earth you told the narrator.
which pretty much messed up our lines.
and to THE OTHER.
that script on your hands was for the sound effect.
we needed it badly y'know ?
plus ceramah on tuesday you promised you would come out on 3.15 sharp.
turned out that you didn't.
promised to write a script.
did you ?
vry funny one lor.
maybe im taking it for granted but u are the PERSON IN CHARGE
of course u are the one who's supposed to ask permission from teacher la.
walan eh....
and i am FRICKIN SURE that i didn't blame you.
but think what you had just did !
you are the director.
aren't you concerned bout the result ??? no
you even went back early.
and there was still space available in teacher's car if you wanna go back later.
of course u guys did your job.
but is it enough ? huh?

oh, finish reading ady ar ?
thank you for reading opinions from a big piece of shit kay
i can't wait to say i APPRECIATE that sooo goddamn much.
i am curious. how come u saw fingers when i was talking bout u har ?
but nevermind la.
next time i talk to u with my fingers looking like this.

and to my friend.
i am not hurting your feelings as a friend.
i am giving my opinions as a TEAM MEMBER.
to see our LEADERS like that.
of course we are disappointed.

welcome very much to screenshot my words here.

want niao me then come.

Blogged, JOEY.

What The Frick.

SIGH !
dang....we lost it
but this is really a great experience.
i realized that im more outspoken than before.
if i were still the old me.
i wouldn't have the courage to speak as loud as i can in front of public.
overall they said i did the best among our team.
happy to hear that. ^_^
still we didn't win anything for our team. =(((
oh well...
as long as i've learnt something. it's alright.
at least we're losing this together XDD

whatever it is, next time if i were to to know that i've to be in the same team with 'both of them'
i won't join for sure.
seriously they don't even give a damn for what we did.
they are the directors !
for the love of God !!!! FuCK !
anyway, it's over now.
im done. i did my best.
and i don't wanna think bout it anymore.

on the way back after the competition Mei Chin and I saw there were people building fun-fair in town.
got exited when we saw there's 360 degrees.
y'know ? that turn round and round 360 degrees ride ?
we were planning to visit these coming weekends.
but mid-term's around the corner and it will last for three weeks.
shaiza !!!!

anywaysssss,
recently feel comfortable around Mei Chin, Kai Ling, and Angeline they all
they're really good people.
how did i not realize how funny are they when we were classmates ?
Kai Ling taught me a lot in  addmaths.
i admire her intelligence ^_^

sisghhh
i don't know what on earth is wrong with me right now.
feel really hopeless and lonely.
hope that someone would gimme a call
then we can go out somewhere and have a drink or something.
alcohol will do ? lololololol.

Blogged, JJJJJJJOOOOOOOOOOEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Wooots !!

omg it's incredibly awesome today. !!
well we didn't have to go for lessons coz we were having drama practice the whole day.
ngek ngek... =D
except for chemistry..it was hella boring though ><
anyways.we practiced on and on for five times
honestly it was kinda tiring
but the competition's tmr.
im still not familiar with my lines and not loud enough.
im scared ! =(
luckily our backdrop has some colors now.
the materials for our drama is already prepared.
pheww.
except for my moustache @@

LORD SEPTIC

in the afternoon,
i followed the debate team to SMK Dato' Bentara Dalam as supporters
and i saw one of our teachers who are vry 'HIAO' and old tumpang one of our male teacher's car.
then asked us to tumpang someone else's car.
FUCK! hiao as hell.
anywayssssss..
this time our school's opponents are debaters of SMKAS from Labis
well... what can i say ?
it was interesting of course !
it just got more and more exiting.
and guess what ?
our school nailed it !
Hamidah, Jeanne and Koh.
u guys rule !
just kept surprising us out there.
and Koh..being the Best Speaker of the day.
Congrats Gurl ! u did perfect out here.
all the best again tomorrow !

before the debate started,
we saw Xin Joe which was one of our school's girl
She was marching for the St.Johns for Paduka,the school next to Dato.
Mei Chin just got really exited but Xin Joe had to go home as her mother's on her way to fetch her back.
so i lifted Mei Chin up and tell her she can always see Xin Joe some other time.
LOL i know it was vry cruel of me to separate them but there was only a few minutes till the debate starts,
so..... bo bian lo. T^T i didn't mean it...

after the competition we went home by Mr.Low's car.
joked so much and i laughed so hard on the way home.
haha. Mr.Low actually can't help from laughing as well XD
we created a word/term which is 'ROSIE'
haha ! it's a secret between us what it actually means.
then reached home only at 6pm
so late ^^ll

Dad says we'll be going back to BP this weekend.
i can't wait to see Ah Ma asap.
i miss misss misssss MISSSS her so much.
lolololol...havin' tuition later.
so im off to have a decent dinner and concentrate =D

ciao !!
Blogged, Joey.

Congratulations ! =D

hey ..!
to all of you guys who worked ur asses to defeat ur opponents today.
thumbs up !
i was there the first half of the debate
omg.
i didn't know Jeanne's that good. LOL
too bad i didn't get to see how Koh did coz i need to get home early
anyways..u guys were amazing
beat those Munshi kids and won this with glory
proudayouguys. =D

honestly, this is the first time in my life to witness a debate.
it was interesting, really =)
u guys were grreaatttttttt though.
all the best for the upcoming debates
go out there and beat the crap outta ur opponents
Good Luck Miennnnnn XD

been having drama practice like....everyday
we still kinda suck @@
the competition's on this Saturday
i wana get cocky and win this. seriously.
Elsie said i don't look fierce enough and not familiar with my lines
Chew talks too fast and forgets her lines.
MinnJye's too soft and gentle.
Jothi's doesn't 'bring out' the emotions she's supposed to.
Conclusion : We Suck.
sigh.
but i think there's an improvement in us
before this we were like laughing all day long.
then i turn out to forget my lines
shitty right ?
and for the backdrop it's black and white =.=
why la...give a little colour mah
and i want a moustache badly larhhhh !!!!!
zzz.....i'm the bad guy..Lord Septic
a moustache is really necessary larh..
no thank you i don't want a draw-on moustache.
grrrr >< " !!

Blogged, Kinda Exhausted Joey.
So she's gonna cuddle up under her blankey and sleep her ass off right now.
toodles.

Don't Know.

well...
KINDA busy these days..
with the drama practice, studying, sleeping and not to mention EATING!
nah..seriously..
feels really tired everytime i reach home.
have been reaching home at 4++ recently
then quickly get ready for a long nap ! XDD
but i've tuition afterwards..
it just gets really tired..y'know..
but it's ok =)
coz i know there's people more stressed up than me.
as long i can take it.. im fine with it

didn't really have the mood for drama today
probably because i was unhappy with the form 4's
they messed up the class but we form 5 kena this morning
headmistress went blabbering how dirty is the classroom we used for drama practice
but it was the form 4's who left the classroom without a word and untidy yesterday
when we were cleaning it, they didn't even give a damn to give us a hand
so my day went pretty fucked up by them
and directors said they will kick them from this team for good
turned out that they didn't do it..WTF
coz one of the directors are super best freinds with them
FUCK !

and my brother
being a goddamn pain in the ass !
niama ..he's just so ugly and disgusting.
i hate him

for co-curricular day this afternoon
i had fun.. =)))
coz i just joined Chinese club not long ago
before i entered the class was worried there won't be anybody to accompany me
surprisingly Meng Wei had been waiting for me to sit next to her.
i was like...awww......but of course i didn't say that. lol
we had Chinese essay writing competition
was not in the mood to write but it's compulsory
so i just wrote about how pretty our president is
bet that will win her heart eh ?
haha !

anyways...
im sorta happy coz there's a minor improvement in my result .
i like it =) !! although it's still considered as poor ><
have started to do some preparation for mid-term.
well...i don't wana expect myself to score really high or whatever
coz the higher the expectation the bigger the dissapointment .
sigh.. im really slow.
it's been 5 days but i've only started the 2nd chapter for +maths
and there's more to go..bio, chem, phy, sej, moral, maths and all the language subs
im in deep shit alright
jiayou jiayou !! ^_^

anthony i love you ^_^

Blogged, Joey.

I Lost The Game

there..
i admit that im pissed seeing both of you together.
why did i fall for you in the first place ??!
u make ppl fall for you and then escape as far as youcan

love. like. admire.
or whatever it is.
no more for me.
i always lose in games like this.
those times we had together.
might as well just be useless memories.

Smile Joey.
You sill have to concentrate on your studies =')

Yes you are.

Blogged, ME.

Drama Drama X)

omg... cyberdied for like...gazillion days
oh well.
the other day i took part in the drama competition
idk when . just wanted to have some fun
as this is my last year schooling.
we'll be presenting a drama with title 'gulp and gasp'
guess what ? i didn't have to go through audition !
coz i chose to be pretty much of a bad guy aka Lord Septic
and nobody really wanted that character . lolololol

had first practice yesterday..
only till' yesterday i was told that the competition is on this coming thursday !
i doubt we have enough time to practice @@
already memorized my lines though =D

anyways,
done with our PK2
as expected, my result totally suckass.. ^^ll
i can't believe i got ** for BM and ** for maths
for the love of God ..it SUCKS !!
yes, it was all last-minute study ... =D
so...there's three weeks till mid-term from now
have started to do some revision from form 4 syllabus
not expecting myself to nail the examination but a little improvement perhaps ?
sigh ><"

was planning to attend IU day today but
i heard that she's one of the director of Interact Club
i went WTF when i knew that
walao... before that she act like support my club so damn much
sometimes even cursing interact club
she couldn't cope with my club's job then join interact
coz interact lack of directors so she managed to be one
what the hell..
my first thought was ...what a hypocrite she is,,
FUCK YOU.
and so...i didn't go to IU day..
i know her well.
she'll walk in front of me ON PURPOSE
grabbing all my freinds away..
i'd rather stay at home doing add-maths
than making myself unhappy there
btw, it's not my club nemore..
zzzz.....
send my curses to that biatch . CIBAI !
and MJ is stupid enough to befriend a person like that !!
am god damn angry !

Blogged, Joey.

Bakery maybe...?

the other day i came across this magazine " 升学情报 "
it's about colleges and courses available to give u an idea for furthering your studies
i glanced through the whole magazine.
then i realized bakery is sorta a fun course to learn
well since im not really interested to study my ass off for the following years after SPM
so i was thinkin'...why not bakery ?
i googled for some information bout bakers
according to opinions given by certain bakers
it's kinda an interesting career that requires skills
but for the salary it depends where you're working.
i don't think mummy will allow me to go for bakery
sigh.
but whatever it is, SPM comes first before anything else =D
lazy to study..

anyways..
on wednesday i was really pissed off
as usual we all had to stay back for co-curricular activities
for St.John we had to march and all that.. WTF
but the main reason i was god damn pissed coz
well.. if you're reading this..
imma tell u as well..
1)kawad then kawad together.
i've never seen commander standing aside not joining 'kawad-ers' before
2)why the hell you guys just stood there giving comments ?
pengerusi and setiausaha no need to kawad ?
just stood aside quietly ?
WTF ?!
don't bullshit me u wana teach kawad or something..
3)haha ! i salute our beloved commander！
im telling you..she is fucking inexperienced
maybe opportunity should be given but she's acting like a goddamn SMARTASS
i don't know if you see that but we fucking did !
niama..kept giving wrong commands and not a word of apology from her
wasting time and energy..
4) there was fucking space available in the hall..
we occupied the hall first..
just because pandu came along then u guys just leave the hall..FUCK
why on earth did u guys came up with a dumb idea to kawad under the frickin' hot sun ?
at beginning u guys even asked some of us in the line not to stand under the shade
but u guys just talking and bullcrapping under the shade
5) cakap nak serious..
when marching keep joking with each other
pengerusi, setiauasaha and even commander..
serious my ass..

whatever it is, i was just giving my opinion
i will still follow the leader
but happenings like that once is enough
im hoping not to see another one coming
friends ?

by the way, off to UK farm tomorrow..
it'll be my second visit to there ^_^
im kinda exited but kinda reluctant to go as well
coz it was the place where i had lotsa good memories and also the place where my nightmare begun
but let bygones be bygones
i will enjoy this 2 days 1 night trip to the fullest.

Blogged, Joey.