Hello Again =D !

OMG. I miss blogging here.
sorry, it's been forever i know.
i'm bored and frustrated right now.
then i thought of you bloggie ^_^

my english kinda suck right now...
that i'm trying to improve my BM and Chinese lately.
reading some peribahasa and stuff.
u mightt be thingking. peribahasa?
joey what's wrong with you ? are you sick ?
well.SPM's around the corner.
and i'm still on kuku island.
blur like any damn thing. ><

this weekend sucks.
sucks to the MAX !
family is under some unpleasant circumstances right now.
we didn't get to go back to dad's.
sleepless nights.
always worried if the next hardship approaches us.
and... I'm tired. T^T
maybe a little disappointment but....
love conquers all.

last night i didn't get to sleep.
talked to some of my old friends.
and he buzzed me.
at first i was like. OMG OMG ~!!
then i tried to calm down.
talked as clam as i could.
kinda happy actually ^_^
coz it's been a long time.
and we had a great chat. I GUESS ?

also, my relationship with MJ has improved lately.
unlike before, always not in good terms.
kept getting angry with each other.
and the worst : no phone calls at all. =(
but it's all fine now. ^^
I GUESS ?
haha.

Blogged, Joey.

Disappointed.

Nowadays aftersince mid-term.
i've been really..erm. free ?
started revising a lil bit for trial.
sigh.

then, dear juniors are preparing for installation now.
i'm really disappointed with the current president.
doesn't even know what the hell must she do.
this and that thing oso din submit.
but i just try my best giving them advice.
i knw i shouldn't help much or some old bitch will do something to me again.

i should go to their upcoming event.
yes i wanna go.
i really hope to go so very much.
i wanna tell everyone i've did it.
i wanna see my friends.
i wanna.....
but..the thing is.
that old watermelon virgin.
she'll be using me. or even humiliate me again.
now she has started using me..
not only she disallow me to give my speech..
she even asked me to go give away the president medal ONLY !
bitch WTF ?!
i will never ever attend if i am to be used like that.
u're gonna treat me like shit even after all work i've done?
yea right.
don't even think about me attending.

i feel like crying right now.
i don't feel glorious or happy for all i've done anymore.
she just can't stop humiliating me.
SAD !! and disappointed.
disappointed to the core !!

but at least, i am happy.
vice president, my sis and some other BOD tried their best. I GUESS ?
just hoping this club will be able to stand up again.
be more well-known for the good deeds they've done.
be more dedicated and attentive to all projects.
don't be a chicken just because the school authority is restricting u !
all the best. make me proud.
anything u guys can still ask me.
well, if you want to.

Blogged, Joey.