For Cryin Out Loud !!

well...the other day
i was checking on anthony's recent news
guess what i discovered ?!
he has a girlfriend !!!
a frickin' girlfriend..
and i went acting like a freakin stalker..
checkin' out who his girlfriend is.
what kinda personality does she have
honestly, i was goddamn disappointed..
sad like i've never been before =(
although i don't know him personally,
still.... that freakin' hurt..
i sooo wanted to cry... huhu T^T
his girlfriend turns out to be a make-up guru on youtube.
and most of videos get loads of dislikes..
coz they're probably too gross to be viewed
well..im not sad mainly because anthony has a girlfriend
as the matter of fact it's his freedom and right whether to have one or not
but both of them act like it's a secret
and make it like really obvious that they're dating each other !
ugh !!!! i just hate that bimbo!
and wtf she actually moved in to anthony's ?
damn u effin pimp ! curses !!
i'd bitch slap u just to get you away from anthony
anthony seriously deserves better =(
and mrs no-no girl..im gonna hate cha..
haters gonna hate ....beeyotch !
btw, i found a photo both of them dating on Halloween
but im not gonna post it here for the sake of anthony's privacy
still i love anthony no matter what.

aww here lemme give u a kiss <3

there's a whole lot more of crap i wana blog about
but im frickin' tired right now..soo...yeah
night y'all ^_^

Blogged, some dumbass who's extremely in love with anthony but super heartbroken right now.

Sweeeeet 17th Birthday

im 17 ! w00ts .!
well last Monday ( 21/3 ) was my birthday.. ^_^
for me it was an awesome one..
words can't express how touched i am right now T^T
kay let's start with the very morning of Monday..

as usual, boring assembly..
actually i wasn't expecting much coz i thought no one even remembered my birthday.
so bla bla bla..boring assembly..
dearest headmistress non-stop crapping 'bout lotsa nonsense ..zz
and Finally ! end of assembly.. phew
Fern came to me and handed me a BIGASS paper bag..
and " Joey, 生日快乐! " she said, which means Happy Bday :D
i was like say wut ?! i didn't even know how should i react
lost for words and " Thank You" was all i could say..
y'know...
like you're too overwhelmed with all sorta feelings but u just can't express a single word of it !
then cute little classmates came nosing wat was in the paper bag.. =_=
they even helped me to open it ...LOL
present revealed..it was big fluffy soft toy doggy stuffing it's tongue out !
with a card written that the dog looks like me..wth ><
big surprise i must say o.0
Shelly gave me present too..awww...
the note with the giraffe key-chain she gave me was so heart-warming..
couldn't stop smiling and almost teared when reading it
was like " OMG..damn why the hell are they making it so 'tearable' .."
lazy to type the contents here @@ haha.
later on when we all have to go to the Science lab..
out of a sudden the whole class started singing birthday song
i was so dumb that i even asked who were they singing to the moment they just started.
only then they mention it was for me,,, dang ...
didn't see that coming...LOL
lovely + sampat classmates larr... make me so paiseh ..wahaha XD

reached home felt like my feet were so light..
too happy for words of course !  XD
then i noticed Smosh had just released their new video blog on their website
well... superrrrrr happy of course !!!!
Anthony is so frickin' HAWT that i can't even stand it @@
i'll take that as my birthday present ..ooo yeah .. SS betul
after that i took a 'nap' which actually was long-hours sleep.. XD
i was sleeping my ass off and Chiew Yin came to my house.
stood at my front door for a very long time and shouting my name..
well i was in my dreamland so i wasn't aware that she was there LOL
7 missed calls and shouted my name for gazillion times..
my brother went out instead...
and she gave me a present...oh yesh !
woke up and found a present next to me..
it was a hand-made ship. plus that ship is BIG..
can u imagine ? GOD..
called her up and apologized for letting her waiting...
also to say A BIGGG THANKSS..
haha..i love my friends

Ah Koh gave me a cake the next morning..SWEEET =D
love it and thanks babe ! ON NOM NOM..
chocolate flavored cake..mmmmm :D
Xue Wen gave me a notebook with a Lion at the front.
saying that the Lion looks like me.. =_=
surprisingly Miin Jye gave me a present too !
a piggy notebook and a few real adorable erasers..
i'll use them for sure...they can come in handy :)
then today before Chinese class, Wenny came back !
OMG OMG OMG ! so exited..
she gave me a soft toy animal stuffing it's tongue out which is kinda similar to Pooh Bear
saying that it looks like me again...walao A..=_=
3rd birthday present i received that has almost the same look with me ?? zz..
and i was told that she's not really enjoying her life at her new school..
some comfort and advice were all i could give..
i wana hug her tightly and tell her everything's gonna be alright.
girl i miss you T^T

anywaysss, have been extremely addicted to Anthony Padilla for the past few days.
he is just so HOT ! dang !!
here's some of his cute pictures i found on dailybooth..
ngek ngek..

Anthony and his favourite candy

DERP !

ballons

WTF ?

i downloaded some of his songs and OMG im obsessed with this hawttie here
he's just sooo irresistable =D
also check out this website.
ROFL but totally cool and cute !
i love him...I LOVE HIM <3 !!!

well ....March 21st 2011..
a memorable one...i've got my family and friends by my side,,
what more do i want ? hehe
I Love You Guys to the max =D
also thanks a lot to those birthday wishes and calls
i appreciate them ^_^

TXDS........
guess we won't be meeting each other again
hopefully i can forget u ASAP... =")

and..
while waiting for Smosh to release their new video.
imma watch Secret Garden's 2nd episode.
( ini pun SPM candidate ar?? teruk sial.. )
hehe..Anthony u're so cute i love you ^_^

Blogged, Joey.

An evening at Malacca

A DEEP SIGH !!!!!!!!
why la holiday ends so fast @@
anyway it's my birthday tomorrow...
so i requested dad to bring us to Malacca
actually wanted to visit a zoo..
but dad says it'd be a waste of time.. sobs ='(
so we went there to have dinner instead.

woke up around 1pm
coz i was enjoying on the internet till 4am..wahaha
ate zhu qiong fan as brunch
got ready and set off to Malacca around 2 in the afternoon
on the way it was raining
prayed to God so it would stop raining.
coz i wana go Jonker Street.
surprisingly it did stop ! woohoo !
reached Malacca arnd 4pm
ate celup-celup at Ban Lee Siang restaurant nearby Jonker Street
dad said this is counted as my birthday dinner...faints @@
hmmm..
in case u didn't know..
it's very well-known at Malacca..
the seats in it are always occupied and people love eating there !
including my family :)
it's delicious and awesome for a perfect dinner !
small place but u can find it on the internet !

awwww yeahhhh

later on we went to Jonker Street..
eat again !!! omg..
i bought tornado potato, Bing Tang Hu Lu , Mua Zhi and not to mention Ais Kacang..!!
dad ordered wrongly i ended up eating mango flavored one instead..
IT SUCKS..
i bought a pair of rose earrings for Shelly too, hope she'll like it..
and it started raining again...seriously WTF ?!
purposely came to Malacca just for Jonker Street but it rained..
damn it...

so dad brought us to Jusco..
haiz...sienn...
Jiak Shi Mi bought herself a watch
Daddy bought himself a pair of mountain shoes
but Julian and I didn't buy anything for ourselves
hmph ! except for food..muahahaaha..
and we ate again at Jusco !! fat-nyerrr betul...
i almost exploded due to over-filling my bigass tummy.

then Jiak Shi Mi , Julian and I went to the arcade..
i played the..
err...y'know..
using a hammer to hit the mice ?
dunno wat to call that..haha
had some fun though =D !!
so bla bla bla..
headed home
on the way home miin jye called me
altho didnt talk much still im happy ^^

blogging here right now..
checked out some videos on Smosh
Anthony Padilla is so hawt larr...
i love him i love him...muacx !

the clock striked 12 and i am seventeen years old..
sigh.. i hate growing up..
but Thank God i am still alive ! :D
honestly, i cried so damn hard 10 days ago walking from the way back from tuition
for wat reasons i've forgotten..
something to do with my birthday  i think
anyways i don't wana be emo on my birthday
i will enjoy it as a normal and happy 17 y/o fatass.
Dear Joey, Happy Birthday and Long Live You !
all the best for your SPM.

Blogged, a grown ass Anthony's obsessor :)

Trip to KL

woohoo...!!
holiday jia bah boh dai ji went for a one day trip at KL with family .. ^^
early in the morning arnd 6am still blur..
coz yesterday slept at 4am in the morning OMG..
helped mummy prepare some French toasts and passion fruit juice.
yummy,,, =P

dilly dally here and there then started our journey at 8
i brought the handy mirror he bought me last year so i can tie my hair in the car
i found it while cleaning my room yesterday
i'll just keep it as memory =)
omg during the journey i was tired like a pig...
but mummy said talk to her or she'll fall asleep too
tapi i couldn't tahan then dozed off ><... zzz
helped mummy collect some teaching materials at Damansara..
had heavy lunch at a food court..
real HEAVY..
lemme list them out..
3 wantan mee, 1 tomyam soup, 1 fried rice, 1 vietnamese noodles,
wah..geng hor
didn't manage to sapu finish coz so damn full @@

after that we headed to science centre..!!
actually when i entered there kinda scared coz i saw many science stuff and i haven't study at all..
haiz..
anyways, i had fun ( only a little actually )
and there was a 'fish pedicure' aquarium
y'know...those kind of fish which they eat up all ur dead skins.
the moment i put my hand in the water.
i feel like they were freakin' piranhas engulfing my hand !!
Gawd..who said it was comfortable ?!

i found something kinda cool though..
which is known as...the "MINDBALL" ....
yeaaahhhh.....

sample picture.

LOL..that's just a sample picture.
those biosensors on ur head detect ur brainwaves and the speed of the ball will be proportional to it.
two competitors will use their brainwaves to move the ball.
the one who moves it the fastest will in.
didn't get the chance to try it =(
coz some fucking malays just won't leave it and let others have a try
walao.. go back and learn some manners la  !

when i was using some sorta machine gun thingy and drawing on the graffiti wall
out of a sudden a Malay kid came pressing buttons in between my both hands
my masterpiece was ruined....thank you very much..
c'mon ...are u fucking blind or something ?!
can't u see i'm in the middle of completing a beautiful picture ?
u want to get punched in the face or what ?
ugh !!

neways i weighed myself and OMFG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am XX kg now !!!!! 
this holiday non-stop eating de result..
haiz............!! duno still can fit into school uniform or not..
overall Science Centre was kinda lame.. =.=
unlike before.. really had fun..
now it's nothing but tahi...
curse those uncivilised assholes. o0o

anyways... we went to catch a movie :)
which was ' Underdog Soldiers ' at GSC, Summit USJ
i think it is also known as ' Tomorrow, When The War Began ' in other countries..

overall it was OKAY....
finished watching ady macam xda ending @@
it has adventures, romance, etc in it
if i were to be one of those teenagers..
i don't think i will fight my country's enemy and be heroes.
because i know i am NOOB plus i am not trained
if i were to do that confirm GG....
haha XD
but the movie is worth to be watched.. ^^
there's a male actor known as 'Lee' in the movie..
at the beginning i thought he is so HOT..( not hotter than jiang han )
so suka him coz he's kinda good looking as an asian

but after he kissed the main actress
i think he is ugly !! omg !!
why did i like him ?
btw his name's Chris Pang.. :)

later we had dinner at McD's...
Julian ate their fried chicken then tears came out.
haiz...i thought he was sooo girly..
apa lar...he's a guy leh.. eat abit chilli then cry..
so ugly...  XD !!
wahaha..whole day say people ugly..
by the way i bought a  cute purse for miin jye..
hope she'll like it ^^

on the way home i felt like crying
think here and there i am really scared..
sigh...
reached home around 10pm...
tired tired.. my laps are hurting
i'd like to thank mummy..
for driving and bringing us for a decent trip ^^
dajie if u're reading this mummy bought you something too ..
hehehehe ....
nite nite ...*peeps and make a pedo smile*

Blogged, Exhausted Joey.

Cooking Cooking.

hmm..
these few days of holiday i've been cooking !!
well..not exactly.
like helping mummy cook a little bit.
kepo here and there in the kitchen for a while :D

on Monday i cooked Tang Yuan
pretty sure u know what that is
it was tasty btw.
i love love LOVE tang yuan.
well i cooked it the traditional way
mummy guided me a little.
making dough using glutinous rice flour with water
roll them into lotsov lotsov cute little balls
as for the soup we added pandan leaves, few pieces of ginger and brown sugar
then BOOM..!!
beautiful and yummy tang yuan is served.. xD !!

Yummy Yummy ~!! :D

haha..cute little Tang Yuan ..

then yesterday, i made Chocolate... ^^
uhmmm..honestly..
i just followed a guy on Youtube called Nikko
follow follow follow...blindly ?
well he didn't mention the actual amount need to be used
he just made it like one cup two cups
so my chocolate turned out..
err...instead of 'weird' imma say it's special !
hmm..can be eaten and consider okay la..
sigh.. @@
not very tasty and not very yucky as well
shuang shuang feel like eating then eat lo..
if whoever it is reading this right now inform me if u'd like to have some..
haha.. Free of Charge..!!

uploading this for fun @@

few moments ago i was attending English tuition.
if u've been reading my previous posts below.
u might know that i was humiliated by some people on facebook
i suspect it was my tuition buddy who spread those rumors
coz last week i was talkin' bout those people with her..
this week they turn out to be fuckin me on facebook
u can't tell me it's coincidence right?
but i didn't say a word bout it anyway
don't feel like giving it a damn anymore

teacher thought us to sing 'The Logical Song' on today's lesson.
the song was meaningful tho ( to me )
u can check out this song here if interested.
i think i can understand the song writer's feelings
me too wonder sometimes
who the hell am i ?
why must i be the one to deal with all these shit ?
why was i born ?
who on earth brought me here ?
as mentioned in the lyrics, they might sound absurd
but these questions just keep popping out in my mind.
i get pissed sometimes keep following rules.
must i live according to how the society is formed ?
must everything come in logic?
sighs....!!!
anyway i learned many new words in that song..haha !
teacher kept asking if the song was nice
but i don't feel like answering it was coz i might look like one of those wana get out from stress freak.

have been texting with Shelly almost every night this holiday
talked about wenny
she happened to ask me "在你心里我排第几?"
omg...eversince wenny left
there's been like five persons asking me almost the same question like that
okay as long u are my friend that i appreciate
doesn't matter if i'd cry if u leave or not
friend is friend...i love all of my friends
whether u love me or not
i will treasure you..
from the bottom of my heart.

anyway....
tomorrow mummy will be bringing us to Science Centre.
exited exited ...XD
coz have been thinkin' of traveling somewhere since holiday started.
whee...!!
Sunday Dad says we won't be goin' to Malacca Zoo...
boohoooohooo T^T
i wana visit a zoo lea...daddy please go la !!
anyways he said we will be having celup-celup ..
mmm..yummy..eat eat eat... :D
then goin' to Jonker Street..
mmm....eat eat eat again !!
i wana eat lotsov lotsov Ais Kacang..
woohoo !!
wah..type type type saliva pun gonna keluar ady..
haha... !!

Blogged, Joey.

Coming Birthday... :D

haven't finish updating at the previous post so will continue here.
hmm..
this holiday ..
well..time flies.
don't want to clean my room
don't want to study
don't want don't want.
all coz of plain laziness.! @@

neways, i miss her so much.
i can feel that she's changing.
seems like she doesn't really give a damn bout us nemore.
i mean, not replying texts, not answering calls, not replying comments.
what's wrong ? well that's not really important anymore.
heard that she's changed a lot.
she hates this and that kid in our school.
she wasn't like this before.
she wouldn't complain so much before this.
the fact that is..people change.
she's at a new environment tho.
can't expect her to be like always on the same 'spot'.
but seriously, i miss her..
miss talkin' crap v her.
miss showing international finger with each other
miss doing experiment together..altho im owez blur during the experiment
miss miss miss....
sighs. ><

btw my birthday is comin'..!!
happy happy happy.. :D
coz mummy bringing me to science centre this comin' weekend
and daddy's bringing me to malacca ~!
ooo Yeahh !
not much..
just hoping that my family and friends are always safe and happy.
miin jye and wenny will at least remember my birthday.
that's all.

Blogged, Joey.

These Few Days...really FEW..

OMG..haven't been updating bloggie since forever..
okay..let's start with the Japan earthquake.
the moment i just came back form school.
i had a look on Twitter and everyone was talkin' bout it
japan has been devastated with a massive 8.9 magnitude earthquake.
and countries and island like Hawaii, Guam etc were hit by tsunami.
*PRAY FOR THEM*  /.\
well fortunately people there were evacuated before time.
i was like oh my gawd it's like a 'world wide' disaster like everyone's hit at the same day/time.
kinda dumb to say but it feels like the end of the world or something..
i mean 1st Segamat flood,
massive earthquake at Christchurch
Islamic countries' revolution bla bla bla..
and then this..THIS is big okay..
scared the crap outta me @@
it was like breaking news everywhere.
and the death rate is risin' and risin' omg
then that nuclear thingy exploded or something
only then i realized radiation can spread through frickin' wind  and clouds??!
say wut ??
i mean seriously , receiving around 3 messages the moment that nuclear thing exploded.
warning me to wear long sleeves or bring an umbrella when im out there cause i might get that radiation thing.
well the thing is i haven't step outta my door since two days ago ?!
mummy told me not to go out so i spent my time online instead of studying and yumcha!
she's a lil freaked out tho.
oh God..
i think we can count on the 2012 prediction
as you can see now.. you will doubt that 2012 will happen right ?
the thing is..whether young or old, people will die
either getting hit by a car 2mr or die in a sleep tonight
a friend of mine told me,'live your life like everyday's your last day'
i couldn't agree more. ><

neways, i deactivated my facebook account !
i can't believe i did that ..but i just did...@@
i've been thinkin' ..im on facebook like 24/7.
which made me can't concentrate on my studies..!!
and even spend more time with my family and friends.
do more meaningful things before i die or whatever it is.
facebook like freakin sucked my life..
and then the other day i didn't know what the hell was wrong with me
i logged into facebook with my cousin's account
and i found something..which i went like WTF ?!
some dumb people posting mean statuses referring to me.
well i can't mention the contents here but it was frickin's MEAN and RUDE !
i mean get a life could you..
you makin' yourself look like a dumb noob or something. ugh !
BIG ASS LOSERS !! boo !!!

whatever it is. not important anymore -.-
first day of my holiday daddy brought us back to BeePee.
well since the weather kinda suck that it was rainin' evryday
i hugged ahma when sleeping and she went like
"不要吵我..酱子阿嬷怎样睡?? "
( don't kacao me, how can i sleep like this ? )
T^T... !! didn't expect that to come ..LOL..
then she gave me a thick blankey.. haha..
but it was really freezin' that night.
the next day i woke up frozen in an ice cube !!! OMG..
nah.......
i had some porridge as breakfast with salted eggs and fried fish
ahh.. i like it the old way.
unlike there was one time.. dad brought us somewhere at Klang
they fried porridge with crabs in it
ugh ..to be honest it sucked and super hard to eat it.
never ever eating there again
in the afternoon hung out with with sista and cousy
y'know..shoppin' and stuff
Karaoke..
super hungry and ate two bowls of food..*evil liaughs*
caught a movie
which was " The Adjustment Bureau "
it was Boring like...i wanted to go out before the movie ends..
but didn't wana waste money then
bla bla bla...boring boring boring
rate 6 outta 10 ..
the storyline was....OKAY..
oh well... bla bla bla.
then came back to Segamat.
i think we're only goin' back again when Qing Ming Jie is around
gotta clean up our ancestors' grave and stuff

hmmm...
yesterday night i stayed up watching Despicable Me on Youtube.
that movie was frickin' awesome.
so cool if watchin' at cinema..
overall it was exciting
i only liked those minions !
while watchin'
i realized there's like a tiny lump on my tummy
it's like a hard thingy grown under the skin and above the muscle tissue
well it doesn't hurt...at all
OMG..is it a tumor ??
then i surfed the internet and it gave me a general idea
it's probably LIPOMA !!
what's that ??! well i have no idea..
does this means im dying before 2012..??
yay !! i've got a tumor aite' !!
whee !

Happily Blogged, Joey.

Farewell to ms.ong...

Wenny left us..
i mean left as in transferred to another school..
it's her decision..
i should respect her decision as her friend..
it's heartbreaking..
i don't want her to leave me T.T
i don't want..... :(

i didn't know what to say to her this morning..
it was kinda awkward..
well..for me..
during Bio lesson..
i hugged her but it seems she didn't have any feeling...sorta
well i know..
i should not be so mmm sek dak as she's exited to study at a whole new shool..
plus we were gonna have ujian lisan after bio so were kinda busy memorizing our lines and stuff
so i remained silent instead of telling her how much i'll be missing her..

during BM lesson, when group 2 were presenting..
wenny stood up and which means she's leaving..
i was like..omg..what should i do ??
then BM teacher went "good luck to wenny for this and that in a whole new environment..bla bla bla.."
everyone in class was like "wenny....bye....we'll miss you"
i ran to her and hugged her in my arms..
and OMG...i burst out into tears >< !!
i don't know what was i thinkin' at that moment..
maybe i know i'll be very lonely when thinkin' of her...
T.T....

well i don't expect her to miss me as well..
but at least never forget everything u've been through here..
ur friends..ur 'ahem ahem'..ur teachers etc..
yesterday i did something very bad and wenny was mad of me..
i don't wana mention it coz it's really really mean for what i did..
feel like admitting it but i'll surely get into trouble..
omg..im sucha big meanie.. =(
need some time to sort it out..

sigh..
it's been a bad bad day for me..
seriously..
miin jye slapped me today !!! ugh !! WTF !!
it hurts !!
i don't like the way she had been treating me today !!
grr.... >.<
i dislike dislike DISLIKE her today..
i'll like her again tomorrow..maybe ?

Danny called up asking whether im goin to malacca and the budget and stuff..
yes i wana travel ..
of course with a lower budget.. ^^ll
i so wana go somewhere to have lotsa fun and get some break etc..
'temporarily' forget all the miseries im havin'...
omg im sounding so emo right now..@@

anyways, all the best at ur new school
actually im sorta unhappy when i heard that u gt 'swt' to accompany u there..
kinda selfish but i don't like her..
hopefully u'll meet some REAL freinds and they'll help u out in all course..
NEVER EVER ever ever ever try to forget us..
never ever..o0o

Goodbye.....!!

Dang i hate goodbyes !!
Blogged, Joey.

不舍

陈微倪..
你讲转就转啊..!!
妈的,,
其实我很生气！！
可以和你一起上学的最后一天
我竟然缺课！！！
妈的...
我真的真的很舍不得现在！
我们的友情会变质吗？
我怕我会很孤单 T^T
以后有什么事可以打给你吗？
你会嫌我烦吗？
以后addmaths不会也不能找你教
还有啊,,留华文学会的时候我该怎么办..
我很舍不得。。。
我很舍不得。。。
很舍不得很舍不得。。。
你会舍不得我们吗？
很伤心。。
为什么我刚打给你
你都没有感觉的？？
我眼泪都流到不像样了 T^T
到现在还很伤心
...心很痛。
觉得一切才刚起步然后一瞬间消失了
你有你自己的选择
我不能怪你 T.T
但是我希望你去那边会过的很好。
大家都和你做朋友。。
有些club/persatuan会拿到职位
成绩会越来越好·
我也希望你去了那边不要忘了这边有过的种种回忆
有什么事可以打给我 T^T...
虽然我不是很会处理事情..
很多话要跟你讲..
可是不懂要讲什么！！
我华语不是很好
但是如果你在读的话读得懂就好..
妈的我第一次为你哭
而且哭到酱久..
对不起我没有去学校和你度过在这里读书的最后一天..
勿忘我们。。
我会很想你 T^T........

( XDD )

ok this is gonna be a short update..
'cause i seriously have no idea what to type..
all i know that is i am GOD DAMN HAPPY right now !!!
i'm going to Genting with mj !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh YESH YUSH YUSH !!!!!!
XDDD !!!

Happy For Good .. =)

1st things 1st..
i handed in all my homework today !! (break record)
all done in last-minute..
but still vry happy la....

Wenny was absent for school today coz she doesn't wana stay back for extra class..
sat with mj and we proposed a contract
titled as 'Janji MJ & Joey 2011'
we wrote down what we want each other to promise to do and not to do on a paper..
as for me, i wrote "不可以牵XX的手,有任何暧昧动作,和 flying kiss"
guess what she said, "我ok..除非XX主动"
what ??!!
then i said "算了,不用签了!! "
i was vry angry of course..normally i hold her hands then raise her voice at me
XX hold then she allows ..!! hmph !!
didn't feel like talkin' to mj..

recess time...
i was sitting on a bench ..mj asked me to go over to the carpark to check something out..
as i was kinda pissed, didn't wanna choi her much..
surprisingly mj came grabbing my right hand along and showed me a car
she told me poiting a car "nah...this is Khuzairy's(one of our teachers) car !! "
i was like " what =.=''' ..swt..." 
at the same time, there's a big window at the carpark where people can see us from above..
our classmates (including XX ) saw us and shouted our names..
" 郑经理(mj) 黄秘书(me) 竟然在幽会 !! " Ah Moi Vietnam said...
haha..our class is like a big company..
" 哇..还牵手哦!! " XX said..
totally shocked and stood there didn't know what to do..
guess what mj did ??
she held my hand and left the carpark to our secret place !!
 SUPER GUM DONG !! T^T..
but i remained silent coz didn't wana make it so exaggerating ..
super happy la.....woohoo !!

during Physics lesson
i showed mj my right hand..
wenny wrote 'Komsas' on it yesterday..
reminding me to finish my komsas homework..
i did it ^^..i did finish my  komsas and handed in.. =)
'你要珍惜', mj told me..
yeap..this is a precious friendship and i will appreciate it for sure..
and i came up with an idea of 3 of us going for a trip on this coming holiday..
mj agreed ! wheee..i wana take lotsa photos..yeah =D

During Moral lesson, my partner wenny is absent so i terpaksa sat alone..
super bored and i dozed off while copying Moral notes..
Mj threw a liquid paper at me to wake me up
honestly i don't like people kacao me when sleeping !!
hate hate hate..but i knw it's for my own good so it doesn't matter..
unless it really hurts and i get frightened real badly..

after school, as the extra class the compulsory for all of us to attend..
we stayed back @@...sien.....
ate Dau Fu Fa for lunch..
haha..a.k.a 豆腐花..
everyone seemed to be very high and happy during the extra class..
for me it was boring like hell..zz...
but did learn how to answer some bio and chemistry questions..

done with the extra class, walked out from class to wait for my school bus..
on the way saw those 'hiao' group practicing their dancing performance for camp..
sorry to say but their dancing suckass..
but it's none of my concern now..
i should relax and concentrate on my studies..
just hoping u guys will do your very best
and won't embarrass the club and our school..
although i hate this school more than anything else.. ><

haha..reached home and told jiak shi mi about the incident at carpark
still feeling very happy..woots ! XD

had soyamilk and swiss roll for snack then went upstairs
read Wenny's blog and laughed my ass off..
wahaha..xiao po wenny ..
well i'm still feeling kinda bitter bout the club thingy but it's ok..
we really made the right decision :) ....
but thanks to you too coz u reli gave me alot of  “指路” along the way..
and fang xin ..i will make u very 高潮 during zaman kegemilangan of our freindship...
ngek ngek.... XD
overall..
nice + happy today !!

 

 Blogged, Joey.

Me Quits ...

early in the morning was packing my stuff, books etc for sch..
as i decided to quit, i headed to my blazer ..
all i remember was i staring at the president medal..
took it down from my blazer..
together with the president award badge that justina gave me during the installation last year..
held them both tightly in my right palm..
it's goodbye ..izit ? yeap..
as well as the club banner..

reached school, was kinda blur..
quit or not quit ? give up or not give up ?
i asked my classmates for their opinions
" 退..受委屈就退.."
" 退啦..她太过分了.. "
" yea la Joey, saya rasa lebih baik kamu quit "
then i asked wenny whether if she's sure she wanna quit and which club would she like to join after this ..
"一起啦，你进什么就一起进什么", she said..
wah ~~~ steady...

then recess time, after dilly-dallying in class..
we headed to the office..
so lucky..just went in then saw her..
she asked me to attend the camp meeting in the afternoon..
i was like =.="..
stared at her for a while..
then i said "teacher, can quit ar ? "
guess what she answered,"can ..welcome!!"
yea ..Welcome~!!!
happy to hear a 'welcome' from you actually.
i handed her all the president stuff...
just smiled at her answering "en...en... "
wenny told her "teacher i wana quit too "
haha..felt she so x da muka tat time..
sibeh shuang....

after that we managed to join Chinese Club coz for some reasons KH Club only intake members among form 1 students..
out of a sudden she called me before i left the office
then she started bullshitting...
wasn't actually listening but here's some of the highlights from what she said..
" do u actually know what happen ar ? if Lion inform you about an activity then u should ask them to inform the president..not inform her urself..so that if anything happens..u can blame THE PRESIDENT for everything."
" last year ar..i helped u so much but u 翻脸不认人..Confucius say.........."
" if i wana sack ar, from long long ago i ady can sack "
" last time ar, so many TEACHERS and STUDENTS opposed you to be the president..but i said give you a chance "

the whole conversation i was just ignoring her with a " en...en..." and faking a smile..
coz i know if i argue back she would be wasting my time again..
all i heard was bull crap, bull crap and BULL CRAP..
-u're such a BIG ASS HYPOCRITE..u're just so good in talking aren't you..?
-yea right..HELPED..越帮越忙就有..u've caused me enough trouble..
-sack la..!!! like i care..
-oppose ?? haha !! sorry hor..none of the teachers actually knows that i was the president and club members supported me during the election...gave me a chance ???!! don't tell dumb lies as if u're so kind..
conclusion : bullshit oso so fake only telling stupid lies ..o0o

during the conversation, i saw her typing some documents for the camp..
aiyoyo..poor you.. where's your president ??
how come a teacher advisor doing the job but not the president..?
means the president herself also doesn't know what to do
all i can say that is..good luck..
no matter what u all do, always serve the community with best will
but a teacher like this won't help u much and will only bring u embarrassment..
but still..all the best.. :D

end of conversation, i walked out from the office and felt " What a relief !! "
kinda happy and felt sorta "high" ??
yes..no more stressing myself thinkin' bout activities and award..
no more making parents angry coz keep going for activities..
no more spending so much time and money for this club gig anymore..
etc etc..

and so,wenny and i have to attend chinese club's meeting instead..
during meeting, we discussed about the Calligraphy Competition on this coming Saturday
planned stuff and made a rough idea for all the organizing committees 
i happened to be the photographer =.="
that means i can't go to UK farm with dajie and family this weekend..dang !!
i just hope that i will feel happy and contented after the competition as i joined a new "society"

actually i wanted to cry..
who would be by my side when i'm in a shittie mood ?
who would quit a club together after i've been humiliated terribly ?
who would comfort you when u're just god damn sad ?
a friend..a friend like wenny..
i reli have no idea how to repay her for what she's done..
i just hope that i can do what's best for her in the future as a friend..
Thank you so much wenny, i couldn't have done it without you..

when she was busy talkin bout the competition stuff..
i turned to Shelly telling her im so lucky to meet a friend like wenny..
i almost cried.. T^T..
Shelly just stared at me without saying a word..
but of coz i can't cry in the middle of a meeting lar..
tahan lor....~ ><

Still i can't believe i've really quit this club and own wenny as my friend..
Dear God, thanks for everything.. =)

i would rather look back at my life saying " i can't believe i did that" than "i wish i'd did that "..

Blogged, Joey.

Humiliation ...

Thank God i was late for school today..

reached sch arnd 7.40am ..missed the assembly ..

the moment i enter class.. 1st thing i heard was 

" Joey !! 我觉得你很可怜叻!! "

" eh joey, x suka la budak form 4 tu.."

i was like what happened ?? then angeline told me 

she as a teacher, declared that i'm not responsible as a president

she said pengetua pilih berdasarkan prestasi pelajar..

and she even asked the new key officers to go up on stage

did some recognition for them..

i was surprised that i felt nothin' @@ ...

but u know what..?

i've put in so much effort, money, energy for this club gig..

this is what i get in return ??

yea right..prestasi..

i am confident..the new president's prestasi is lower than mine !!

she doesn't know a single thing!!

ask her to do simple thing. end up didn't do..

but when the teacher asked who's the one to be blamed..

obviously it's her but she'll put the blame on me

saying that is none of her business..

say what ??!!....

i can guarantee..most of the job I AM the one who's been doing..

when i ask anyone of 'em to help out..

they'll give lame excuses..

but after they know what post they got..

ask them to do what oso they'll do..hypocrites.

and teacher, i've obeyed and followed whatever u said..

u don't have to humiliate me in front of all and degrade yourself..

honestly, i don't see anybody standing at your side after u humiliated me etc..

except for the president herself and some other hypocrites.

pecat me then pecat me.. i've accepted it and i even tried to help juniors..

you don't have to humiliate me like this.. 

that makes everybody think you're jealous of my ability..

you're scared and you want me to stop..

it's obvious.. you don't have to deny this fact.

anyway, i got so much better when i knew i got A for Malay..

broke my record.. i am thankful and will put in more effort..

recess time, mj and i went to our secret place..

i laid on her lap gazing at the sky..

i told her im so thankful to have such good people around me.

my sister said *hugs* when she knew what had happened to me

last weekend she sayang my forehead asking me not to think so much.

yesterday my brother bought me drinks when i was feeling down(read the post below)

wenny comforted me and sayang me in class today..

mj said " i've told you so. since long long ago "

LoL.. why didn't i realize ?

at class today, i took kang nie and miko's bag and went 'modelling' walking around the class..

their reaction were kinda interesting when asking me to return their bags..

LOL ... XD
i took part in the school's drama for peringkat daerah..
hope everything goes well..

and of course, many people asked me about this morning..

some i don't even feel like answering..

there was a meeting after school..

i thought i should attend but listed down things they should prepare at last..

i wanted to attend but i doubt that she'll humiliate me again..

i thought it's ok i've given them the list then they'll just do the job.

now i'll wish you all good luck.

anything u can still ask me (if you're willing to)

and teacher, actually u don't have to choose new president ady

u can be the president since u're the one who's making the decisions now(not the president)

good luck.. !! :D

but now i am confused..

should or should not attend forum ?

should or should not attend camp this weekend ?

wenny sid " Joey, i wana quit this club. "
kai ling said " join KH club.. we welcome you !! "

and should i or should not quit this club ？

question marks...

but i've learnt some valuable lessons..
1st - This society is full of hypocrites..nobody is to be trusted
2nd- sometimes letting go might free u from suffering and unhappiness
3rd- i'd rather be hated for being real, than loved for being fake
4th -appreciate my family and friends
5th-concentrate on my studies !

"Good times become good Memories ; Bad times become good Lessons"-Flashy

Blogged , Joey.