as i decided to quit, i headed to my blazer ..
all i remember was i staring at the president medal..
took it down from my blazer..
together with the president award badge that justina gave me during the installation last year..
held them both tightly in my right palm..
it's goodbye ..izit ? yeap..
as well as the club banner..
reached school, was kinda blur..
quit or not quit ? give up or not give up ?
i asked my classmates for their opinions
" 退..受委屈就退.."
" 退啦..她太过分了.. "
" yea la Joey, saya rasa lebih baik kamu quit "
then i asked wenny whether if she's sure she wanna quit and which club would she like to join after this ..
"一起啦，你进什么就一起进什么", she said..
wah ~~~ steady...
then recess time, after dilly-dallying in class..
we headed to the office..
so lucky..just went in then saw her..
she asked me to attend the camp meeting in the afternoon..
i was like =.="..
stared at her for a while..
then i said "teacher, can quit ar ? "
guess what she answered,"can ..welcome!!"
yea ..Welcome~!!!
happy to hear a 'welcome' from you actually.
i handed her all the president stuff...
just smiled at her answering "en...en... "
wenny told her "teacher i wana quit too "
haha..felt she so x da muka tat time..
sibeh shuang....
after that we managed to join Chinese Club coz for some reasons KH Club only intake members among form 1 students..
out of a sudden she called me before i left the office
then she started bullshitting...
wasn't actually listening but here's some of the highlights from what she said..
" do u actually know what happen ar ? if Lion inform you about an activity then u should ask them to inform the president..not inform her urself..so that if anything happens..u can blame THE PRESIDENT for everything."
" last year ar..i helped u so much but u 翻脸不认人..Confucius say.........."
" if i wana sack ar, from long long ago i ady can sack "
" last time ar, so many TEACHERS and STUDENTS opposed you to be the president..but i said give you a chance "
the whole conversation i was just ignoring her with a " en...en..." and faking a smile..
coz i know if i argue back she would be wasting my time again..
all i heard was bull crap, bull crap and BULL CRAP..
-u're such a BIG ASS HYPOCRITE..u're just so good in talking aren't you..?
-yea right..HELPED..越帮越忙就有..u've caused me enough trouble..
-sack la..!!! like i care..
-oppose ?? haha !! sorry hor..none of the teachers actually knows that i was the president and club members supported me during the election...gave me a chance ???!! don't tell dumb lies as if u're so kind..
conclusion : bullshit oso so fake only telling stupid lies ..o0o
during the conversation, i saw her typing some documents for the camp..
aiyoyo..poor you.. where's your president ??
how come a teacher advisor doing the job but not the president..?
means the president herself also doesn't know what to do
all i can say that is..good luck..
no matter what u all do, always serve the community with best will
but a teacher like this won't help u much and will only bring u embarrassment..
but still..all the best.. :D
end of conversation, i walked out from the office and felt " What a relief !! "
kinda happy and felt sorta "high" ??
yes..no more stressing myself thinkin' bout activities and award..
no more making parents angry coz keep going for activities..
no more spending so much time and money for this club gig anymore..
etc etc..
and so,wenny and i have to attend chinese club's meeting instead..
during meeting, we discussed about the Calligraphy Competition on this coming Saturday
planned stuff and made a rough idea for all the organizing committees
i happened to be the photographer =.="
that means i can't go to UK farm with dajie and family this weekend..dang !!
i just hope that i will feel happy and contented after the competition as i joined a new "society"
actually i wanted to cry..
who would be by my side when i'm in a shittie mood ?
who would quit a club together after i've been humiliated terribly ?
who would comfort you when u're just god damn sad ?
a friend..a friend like wenny..
i reli have no idea how to repay her for what she's done..
i just hope that i can do what's best for her in the future as a friend..
Thank you so much wenny, i couldn't have done it without you..
when she was busy talkin bout the competition stuff..
i turned to Shelly telling her im so lucky to meet a friend like wenny..
i almost cried.. T^T..
Shelly just stared at me without saying a word..
but of coz i can't cry in the middle of a meeting lar..
tahan lor....~ ><
Still i can't believe i've really quit this club and own wenny as my friend..
Dear God, thanks for everything.. =)
i would rather look back at my life saying " i can't believe i did that" than "i wish i'd did that "..
Blogged, Joey.
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