Self-esteem Issue.

great. so very great.
tomorrow's chemistry paper and i don't get a shit what the hell it's saying in the book.
great. i revised only 2 pages.
and it's already wanting my life.
why izit so goddamn hard for me to really concentrate in chemistry.
i need some motivation.
someone please scold me or something.

ya..
haha. i always lose.
i always lose in games like this.
eventhough i worked my ass of and this is what i get in return.
ya. very good.
might as well just lower my expectations from now on.

Joey.