Friday, October 21, 2011

Getting on my friggin nerves !!!!!!

god damn frustrated.
maybe most of us are dealing with this now
but it's really ticking me off !
i'm graduating soon.
i should have an idea on what to study in the future
i've got several ideas which i think i would excel in it
or have the chance to learn what i really want
but she's all like "NO!!" or "USE YOUR COMMON SENSE, you think people will hire you ?"
okay..that's not the point
she was like "you should study law." "go for pharmacy" "economics's the best. trust me"
blah blah blah.
lately, she's been forcing me to take architecture
see that ? FORCING.
i told her politely, no i'm not interested. and i don't think i will be.
this afternoon she snapped me.
asking me to attend baking,make-up or even pet grooming
" go for all those cheap cheap course la. ur father likes the most !!!!"
FUCK YOU !!!!!! FUCK !!!!!!!!!
do you have any idea what the hell are you saying.
you're humiliating both me and dad.
tears rolled down from my eyes.
she noticed and guess what she said
" CRY CRY CRY. cry for what. cry for a small matter "
then she even asked me to sit next to her
listen to her blabber ....about how good architecture is.
i got mad but i remained silent.
i was really pissed.
i know what you're doing is for my own good.
but i don't appreciate it.
i really don't.
and i think you know why.
i don't wanna be like before anymore.
follow blindly what you say and REGRET.
but i really don't know what should i do.
i don't want to follow what you have planned.
i wanna be ME, myself, and less like you.
why not ?

Blogged, Joey.

Friday, October 14, 2011

Chemistry Seminar

LOL
sucked hard in chemistry
chosen to attend chemistry seminar last thursday.
hahahaaaaaa....(actually kinda sad, coz im stupid)

anyways, both of the guru cemerlang not bad
learned a lot from them
some student  from  chaah made me laughed my ass off !!!
hahaha...he has a golden patch of hair
ah beng ah seng that type..
the speaker asked him a question and he just answered directly what he saw in the lyrics
blur...but so damn funny

and swt..
i lost my left bra strip
no idea where it went ?!!!
so afraid that it's obvious
hahahahahahahha

Mr.Low fetched us back
damn awkward in the car till i reached home.
reached home only at 5pm++++
tiring as hell
8pm got tuition.
then study till 3am++
the next day damn tired @@

Blogged, Joey.