30.01.12
he popped the question again
but due to my self-esteem + commitment phobia
i said NO without hesitating
stupid me !!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid stupid STUPID !
hv been waiting for this for a year
but sigh...jumps into nearby river
it wouldn't be a single valentine if i was smart enough
too late
imma indulge into the internet and cry my mascara off
no la kidding
Blogged, Joey.
.. you can always choose not to commit first y'know o.0
ReplyDeleteI mean, he as a guy should be persistent la (again d, so I assume he IS persistent. +1 for him). Girls must have standards. But must not be unreasonable. That's all lo.
If you like him, damn waste ni sia if you let commitment phobia get in your way. Just hang out first la. See if ok or not. If ngam, then go official lo. If tak ngam, then stay as friends or whateveritisyouwannacallit lo.
I know girls are insecure when guys ask them out. But what girls miss sometimes is how long it takes for guys to muster enough courage to say out their feelings to their secret sweethearts.
I donno la. I donno who he is. I just hope you're not gonna be the person to crush him. But IF you do want to crush him, then do it earlier than later, so he can recover earlier from it. It's not very nice to keep a person waiting. Unless if you're just aiming to make him suffer as long as he can, then, well... attagirl!
Yeah.
before this when i reli commit i end up being hurt.
ReplyDeletei'm not sure about this person
plus we meet only once in a while
that's why lo...
i always think that he just simply ask
duno serious or not
Well, now that you've said that, screw him lor XD
ReplyDeleteBut I've got a few tips for you if you wanna know whether you're ready to take him as a commitment in your life. Trolz. Donno if you read this post before.
http://searizeel.blogspot.com/2011/08/218365-11-when-she-hold-out-her-hand-to.html
But if you have already, read it again just to refresh XD But remember to use "me" there as you yourself and replace whatever words you need to haha.
I know its scary to commit. I've been heartbroken by 4 girls, and I waited for all of them for a minimum period of at least 4 months. Longest? 2 years. Most painful, 5 months.
And I only realized all the stuff I wrote in that post after my gf tried to breakup with me for really unreasonably stupid reasons; the kinda stuff that are stupid that it makes me pissed of to the point that I realized I don't need a girl to be with me to be a happy person.
And she did it to me 3 times. Just glad her panic anxiety craze is over for her. *phew*
Having someone to love, and to love you back in return, is just an added bonus. You don't really need it. Trust me haha.
But you're a girl, and like people always say, girls have great instincts.
So trust your guts. They'll eventually lead you to the right man ^^
4 ?! u're like casanova OMG
ReplyDeletei see your questions very nice according to rainbow colors hahaha
then what makes you happy ?
well it's not like i need to be in a relationship to be happy oso
but everyone around me juz ...sighs
especially on valentines wanna hang out oso cannot go die lol
err wait no no no!
ReplyDeletesounds like im jealous of them
he is awesome oso but dunno why is he single
hhahahaa..
Lol, where got casanova. Casanova is like go whack 5 girls at one time lolz.
ReplyDeleteMine all one time one time one. All also damn heartbreaking. Sien...
What makes me happy? Lol, that's a fairly easy question. I'm a pretty contended person so waking up to know that I still have another day to live in life is enough happiness for me lolz.
Yeah.
Lol, so you do like that guy la. But he's the kinda guy who's always around a lot of other girls right? And when he says he likes someone, whoever la, he say it like it's damn easy to say but like not serious right?
I see. No wonder you so insecure when he told you lolz.
That jealous feeling quite normal one la. Maybe after you get into a relationship, feel all the shitty part of being in one, then you wouldn't feel the same way about being alone anymore haha.
Because you know if you can't get a suitable partner/friend, screw life. Live alone a lot better lololololz.
nt really he's damn nerdy
Deletenormally like when i ask him something or watever
then he'll be like " call me darling first " " be my gf first "
swt =__=""
yayaya sometimes i enjoy being single
but i dun wana be a miserable cat lady although i'm almost one already.
hahahaha.
yergh. The heck? Hahahah, what if he sees this post one day? XD
ReplyDeleteguessing he doesn't know my blog.
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