Y we no Christmas ??!!

24.12.11
dajiu's funeral was few days back
wasn't really in the mood so...
was supposed to go for caroling
but since this happened what to do cancel lor

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
im doing this coz it's sad up there and it's happy down here
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

anyways, our new nephew..
well he's actually our first nephew ,was already one month old !
his full moon party was right on christmas eve
yay !! happy full moon Jasper.
he's so cuteeeee.
and i'm already an aunty T____T
really damn aunty forgot his chinese name ady wtf
juz so touched lar.

i really can't tell he looks like mummy or daddy.
but cute neways !


Blogged, Joey.

Youth Empowerment Camp 2011

since we're done with SPM
INTI invited us to a FOC camp at Nilai campus
luckily i get to go lar quite fun
although it's like a 3 days camp only wtf so short

i wanted to grab this opportunity to train my teamwork
during those station games i tried to voice out my ideas and work out our strategy lar
turned out to be quite good
saw a lot of handsome too hahahahah
our group name was " To Infinity and Beyond "
painted our group flag so beautiful OMG (kinda)
also i get to know some people

Ching - Our group leader. ok la her got ok leadership quality. didn't get to talk to her much
Sinjor - we're from the same hometown and primary school lol.. i know her she knows me but we never talked until this camp lol. damn funny xia her.
Turtle - the guy holding the flag. damn funny la him. he has a mohawk haircut wtf.
Henry - lol this guy. the only one im talking to after the camp. dunno how long it will last. quite handsome la but damn quite . weird that he talks a lot on the internet @@
Seran - the indian football guy. he's got all the football looks lol
Chow - he's like the only guy i really talked to during the camp but no news after that.
Roshinee - heart-broken caught her father cheating. but she's quite supportive la.awesome person.
Kah Lok- My god she has the fairest skin she's so pretty ! Awesome in biology her favourite subject.
Yee Min - young looking form 6 girl. damn she has the playful look if we talked longer we might become good friends.

and OMG just my luck i was arranged to be in the same room with her
thank god problem solved when chaihong invited to sleep with her.
hallelujah.
she had a hard time waking me up in the morning though LOLz

one thing that pissed me off is that they confiscated all of our phones.
cheating us that they would hold on it only for a while manatau for whole two days !
the second night mum called my phone crazy dajiu passed away !!
and the moment i gt my phone when it was time to go home
i was like OMG serious shit
reached home it's already the second day of the dajiu's funeral
i tried looking what i could help y'know i was there late
felt terribly guilty
the next day dajiu had to be cremated
before the coffin enter the furnace we shouted “ 大舅！！ 出来！！！”
and he's urn is placed in a beautiful beautiful place.
cooler than genting.

and may dajiu rest in peace.
and to my grandparents, mummy, and all my beloved cousins
BE STRONG !



lesson of the day : if i were to organize any events like this again i wouldn't have confiscate anyone's phone.


Blogged, Joey

SPM LAST PAPER

07.12.11 was chinese paper
everyone like damn high!!!
ok i did it crappy but fuck it
for paper one
i chose the essay question
“ 当毕业钟声想起 ”
damn cheesy i wrote
but seriously im gonna miss school
i don't know what's wrong
during primary school,
i used to get compliments from teacher that
 i wrote good chinese essays
but now, the teacher just like don't even remember me ( in terms of good writting )
down T___T
but watever la suck then suck la
end of SPM ady

after the paper we went for Karaoke
we even played some drinking games
well a glass of crappy orange juice to be exact
i lost too
dammit the taste damn artificial
no wonder they wanted to play drinking games

ahhhh...im so gonna miss u guys
better hang out ah u all !!!
dont diao geh after goin to college or watever dun wan to chap highschool friends.
OK ?!


Blogged, Joey.

SPM 2011

yes...the real SPM !!!
i never really studied actually
juz right before trial only start to gam jiong
pia few subjects
bet my results will be damn shitty
to anyone who might be reading this.
yes im an ultimate loser
but imma blog about it neways
14.11.11 was the first day of SPM 2011
BM la of course
im gonna write bout each subject after sitting for it

BM - walao confirm die...wtf is cepumas ?!! it reminds of ayamas i think i wrote "Yusof gemar beli cepumas di pusat beli-belah itu " u think my BM damn shitty completely fine with me lar...totally primary school standard...then for essays i peribahasa-bombed it...memorized like crazy...aiya BM get credit can ady la...although i got A- for trial ( got tips mah !!! )

BI - this one died hard..i seriously felt like killing myself...don't feel like talking bout it

now i thought of it, i actually feel shitty after all subjects..
hoping i don't die on March 22nd
but my parents & friends
thanks to you all damn much 
dad morning called me like everyday
mum fetched me to school
and friends sending those good luck texts
im sorry the result will be crappy la
as long as i can achieve the entry requirements please dont kill me
y'know...other than sorry i seriously don't know what to say ady


Blogged, Joey.

11.11.11

okay uber late post i know
wanted to blog this since gazillion years ago
on this particular day
i graduated from The Shittiest School On Earth
no seriously
not like so much fun or whatever la
damn shitty and boring
it was 3 days before SPM
but i guess it was a memorable one ?
trying my best to recall

okay earlier that day we had our class party
the food seriously sucked to the max la
i remember the only edible one was fish sticks
ate like 4-5
and then there was the super crappy icky spicy fried rice
murder man ! damn tasteless but spicy as fuck
then take pictures... camwhore all around wtf
*upload pictures later*
hahahhaa....we all damn paikia pakat brought handphones together
ohya i remember we gave a slice of cake to Wong Butthole
hate him to the max
hang around his office for a while
lepak lepak
took more photos LOL

okay skip skip skip
graduation ceremony !!! ** hallelujah..hallelujah..!! **
we made a gigantic (well not really) card for the teachers
i rmb i didn't give a fuck but i was forced to write something too
at last kailing did it for me coz i friggin hate them all la
i seriously thank Buddha, Jesus, Allah etc etc
that i didn't have to shake hands with chew cibaipo when receiving my certs
instead some YB presented them to me
OMG even typing her name gives me the creeps
but still it burns inside me
i got OUTSTANDING PRESIDENT AWARD, OUTSTANDING CLUB AWARD, LEO WITH CHILDREN AWARD!!! and also outstanding secretary award, outstanding treasurer award ( super thanks to shifui , u really helped out a lot )
nope...they didn't credit me but those idiotic bitches
oh well...after all those certs are all still mine written there " JOEY NG JIA PING"
but i really thank shifui, calice, ziwei, jasmine, juliana  , wenny etc.
couldn't have  done it without you guys

then form 5 students had to perform
that lame song from High School Musical
sien to the max la
of all songs why this ??!!! SWT =_____=
but anyways we still enjoyed singin the crap out of it
and i was actually screaming randomly when singing lol !
then high high we went back to our seats

then came the NIGHTMARE
shaking hands with teachers ,headmistress and saying goodbye
like i would touch their hands...pffttt
miinjye and i have been planning not to shake hands with them ( we hate them duh ! )
we sneaked to the backyard !!!
how genius of us..ngek ngek XD
the moment we came out we were wtf..
everyone weeping their asses off
and i went teasing them
" ehh...omg u cry leh !!! OMG i've never in my life seen u cry hahaahahaha"
damn bad i know xDDDDD
who knows after that i was crying with them as well wtf
it all started with xuewen telling us how much she misses her dad
and meichin misses xinjoe
damn sad la their story,
especially when they sambil tell sambil crying
cried until my tissue all gone
things get worse when some even hugged me and sobbed
" Joey we'll be friends forever " (continued crying)
dammit how could u not cry if u were me

after that i went home with chai hong's car
i think i pia Biology that day ??
can't remember ady
but this day told me
no matter how much you think you hate school
you still gonna miss it after you leave
am i right ?
miss 5merah, miss my friends..
miss miss miss ok cut the crap.



Blogged, Joey.

Getting on my friggin nerves !!!!!!

god damn frustrated.
maybe most of us are dealing with this now
but it's really ticking me off !
i'm graduating soon.
i should have an idea on what to study in the future
i've got several ideas which i think i would excel in it
or have the chance to learn what i really want
but she's all like "NO!!" or "USE YOUR COMMON SENSE, you think people will hire you ?"
okay..that's not the point
she was like "you should study law." "go for pharmacy" "economics's the best. trust me"
blah blah blah.
lately, she's been forcing me to take architecture
see that ? FORCING.
i told her politely, no i'm not interested. and i don't think i will be.
this afternoon she snapped me.
asking me to attend baking,make-up or even pet grooming

" go for all those cheap cheap course la. ur father likes the most !!!!"

FUCK YOU !!!!!! FUCK !!!!!!!!!
do you have any idea what the hell are you saying.
you're humiliating both me and dad.
tears rolled down from my eyes.
she noticed and guess what she said
" CRY CRY CRY. cry for what. cry for a small matter "
then she even asked me to sit next to her
listen to her blabber ....about how good architecture is.
i got mad but i remained silent.
i was really pissed.
i know what you're doing is for my own good.
but i don't appreciate it.
i really don't.
and i think you know why.
i don't wanna be like before anymore.
follow blindly what you say and REGRET.
but i really don't know what should i do.
i don't want to follow what you have planned.
i wanna be ME, myself, and less like you.
why not ?

Blogged, Joey.

Chemistry Seminar

LOL
sucked hard in chemistry
chosen to attend chemistry seminar last thursday.
hahahaaaaaa....(actually kinda sad, coz im stupid)

anyways, both of the guru cemerlang not bad
learned a lot from them
some student  from  chaah made me laughed my ass off !!!
hahaha...he has a golden patch of hair
ah beng ah seng that type..
the speaker asked him a question and he just answered directly what he saw in the lyrics
blur...but so damn funny

and swt..
i lost my left bra strip
no idea where it went ?!!!
so afraid that it's obvious
hahahahahahahha

Mr.Low fetched us back
damn awkward in the car till i reached home.
reached home only at 5pm++++
tiring as hell
8pm got tuition.
then study till 3am++
the next day damn tired @@

Blogged, Joey.

Loves and Kisses.

lotsa happenings lately,
but i'll just write down the major ones.
hmmm...i shall start with mid-autumn.
dad organized a party
and only our family members are invited.
we have a BIGGGGG family.
all of ahma's children came.
well, except for eldest aunt at england.
but her children was here.
jarrem amd jaslynn.
nice meeting them coz it's been ages since they went back to UK.
typical party but a memorable one. well...y'know.
brought our lanterns out for a walk around the housing area.
ahma was on her 'mercedes'.
met some neighbours who i haven't seen before.LOL.
barbeque. lighting up more lanterns. barbeque. lighting up more lanterns...blarrrr
get ourselves bloated.
it was such a beautiful night.
and nice party indeed.
on top of that, we are having some great family time.
it's been a long time since we really gathered.
all of 'em stayed overnight.
but i had to study for upcoming chemistry paper.
starting from 2a.m.
my patience lasted only for an hour.
cuddled under mr.blankey and slept my butt off.

hmmm....and i witnessed something.
very heartwarming and inspiring that i thought i should jot it down.
dajie brought me to pasar malam.
to CONSUME some delicious stuff. ^^
i heard someone singing ‘我问天’ ( a hokkien song )
i thought some one played it so he could sell those records away.
out of my expectation, it was a handicapped at his 20's sitting in a wagon
with a speaker in front of him and a mic in his hand singing
and the highlight was his aged mother pushing the wagon
joining her palms whenever someone puts money into a box thing
i gave him rm5 and felt really happy after doing so.
OMG what shit am i saying.

skipping to dajie's farewell.
she flew to UK for her bachelor degree.
her flight was at 2a.m. last wednesday.
went to KLIA to send her off.
had McDonald's at the airport. =.="
our family just can't get used to this kinda farewell stuff.
just a normal goodbye and awwwwww...daddy cried.
can u believe that ??
oh well..it's only a year.
she'll be home soon
reached home around 4.30a.m.
the next day i had to sit for Moral.
tired like shitttttttttt.
and last night i had the lamest dream
it was chinese new year and dajie came back
when it was time to leave to UK again
she forced me to send her off at the airport.
i was kinda reluctant but i followed her orders.
swt =.= just a dream, rifght ?
btw, she won't be coming back for CNY next year.

and i'm so frigging excited
mother said we might be goin' to GuangZhou for CNY next year.
MiinJye's goin there a day before me as well !!
argh !!!!! just hope we're really goin.
i wanna see China again.
went there one and i loved it.
China is a beautiful beautiful country.
it's just that criminals there freaks people out.

oh well.
toodles.

Blogged, Joey.

Blarrrrr

Stop daydreaming.
Stop playing.
Stop drawing.
Stop sleeping.

Start studying.
start concentrating.
start revising.
start thinking.

Home Alone, =(

i always thought home alone is time to partay ~!
it seems that i was wrong.
feeling scared.
i brought tabby into my room to accompany me.
she's really enjoying the air-con yea =)
well. it's great.

almost like allocating me a more peaceful environment to study.
English tomorrow.
still in kanasai state.
*shouts helplessly*

and poo !
ah gong's on gong de now.
i don't even have the frigging chance to return.
why ?
stupid trial exam of course.
this sucks mien.......

guess what annoys me in the exam hall ?
well im sitting at the first row from the right.
my front, left , and back side is erm...
are some people i had arguments with.
of all students, why them la..
susah nie.
didn't care much.
BM paper this morning.
wrote like a bull that my hand almost went disabled

Blogged, Joey.

人性险恶

一些人就只能这么假！

假到你丝毫不察觉

把你骗得团团转

假就算了

装好人就算了

还在后面陷害别人

自己享受其益

我说你们良性何在阿

老是这样

总有一天你们还是你遭到报应的！

GUILTY !!!!!!!!!!

IM SO CRUEL..

when we were partying this evening.

a weird indian man came to us.

watching us eating and stuff.

then he came in to the kindergarten.

we panicked. i didn't know what to do.

my friends convinced me to ask him get out of the school compound.

and i friggin did !!!! 

then he asked us if we could spare him some food.

of course, we gave him a corn and a potato

sigh....WTH !!!!!!

i reli need to slap myself for doing that !!!!

why the heck i did that for.

where is my simpathy and mercy !!

then again,

when we were playing games.

i saw a spider on the floor.

immediately i stepped on it.

xue wen scolded me coz i didn't have the right to 'rob' it's life just like that.

guilty guilty !!!!!!!

im sorry what i did to both of you.

im sorry.

im sorry.

Blogged, An Evil Person.

Graduating soon.

ok i know.
it's not SPM yet.
but i'm form 5.
graduating soon yea...@@
leaving my friends =(
nt sure if we get to hang out more often or not.
sigh..

not gonna be sad about it or what.
just wanted to jot down wassup recently.
happy stuff of course ^^
just in case i forget in the future.

first things first,
i watched approximately 10 minutes of fireworks with friends on last day of kasap's pudu~~~~~~
happy arh =DD with shelly, mei chin, fern and earthworm.
first time in my life watching fireworks with friends =)
and i shall remember this for the rest of my life

and tonight, we're having a barbeque party.
at mom's kindergarten. well where else is more suitable than a wide place like that ?
and daddy marinated arnd 40 chicken wings for tonight.
imma take loads of photos ^_^

and i have about 3 'friends' that i haven't talked to for a looongggg time.
coz of some conflicts and friction between us.
and guess what..they are coming ?!
what the heck.
i'm fine with that but don't u guys remember what u did to me ?
WTF ?!
oh well, it's the last year in secondary school.
don't wanna think that much.
in fact we've been talking a little bit lately.
well...just a little..=.=

friends, hoping our bond lasts forever.
friendship didn't come to us just like that.
if possible, we shall remain friends as long as possible.

my english sucks today.
Blogged, Joey.

Pu Du

it's hungry ghost festival.
well..nothing much..
not as afraid as before..
last afternoon, we were preparing fish, pork,and chicken for 'pu du gong'
dad taught me how to pray.
i think we kids shall start learning how to maintain our tradition
hung out with  some friends at night.
happy.. ^_^ !!
ate some nice food.
and even yucky ones. x_x !!
haha...guess what ?
we even prayed together..
u know...'pu du gong' ?
first time praying with friends..
burned some joss papers as well.
got tired of loitering around 'pu du'
went to mother's house nearby..
felt kinda weird actually.
headed home..
dad took a piss next to a drain. =.= "
cut my fringe into a tidier one.
nice ^_^
suddenly felt like going on a trip to genting with danny they all.
missing them :D

just wanted to jot down what happened yesterday that's all..
bored...zzz...study..mop the floor...

Blogged, Joey.

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia

i am a pile of poop.
i don't know what the hell i'm doing.
as a science student,
i promised myself to think scientifically.
with logic, with persistent hardwork...
but each and everytime..
for example, solving an addmaths question
i always end up sketching, singing, taking pictures, or sleeping !
so many subjects..so many regrets !
i'm running out of time !!
che, bio. phy, addmaths, bm, bc, sj
poor like OMG /.\

and...i don't know what to do after form 5..
i say it depends on my result,
but she keeps saying i have no time for that
call me to eat shit
call me to resit SPM.
call me to stay here alone .
bla bla bla...
FUCK !

whatever..
might as well take it as a 'motivation'
and i shall do my best.
baxia baxia ! ^_^

Blogged, Joey

Shaddup laaaaaa

Listen.
i don't want to leave with you.
i've got my own obligations here.
just right here.
please don't force me.
i stay or go wherever i want.
i have the right..
please don't humiliate people around me.
be them nice or nasty
at least i feel safe and happy just by their side.
also, don't ruin my dignity.
i've gt my own perception ,
i might not know what im up to.
or what it may lead to.
just once, keep ur mouth shut !
ughhhh....

Blogged, i don't know who.

Silly .

i can't believe what i just did.
i must be insane.

okay, after a fat pig had just reached home from school.
mummy suggested that we hv dinner outside coz she's lazy for cooking.
so we went out.
and the dinner was impressive ^_^
suddenly, the sky went thundering..
REAL LOUD
then raining..
REAL HEAVILY..

we finished dinner..
and the storm had not stopped..
it was like gazillions of bullets dropping from the sky.
at that very moment,i don't know WTH was wrong with me
i ran out from the restaurant
and ran home straight under the rain.
well fortunately mummy didn't say anything

i was like...
OMG why does it feel so good ??!!
walking , running happily under the rain
underestimated the water depth..
tripped over some rock and fell into a drain..
i went ' DAMN !!!!!!"
it HURT like any damn thing i'm telling ya..
thank god no one saw me,
unless im falling in a very attractive pose..
hahahaha...

and
my leg...it's still bleeding till now =(

Blogged, Joey.

If this is it.

last monday i went to fangray's.
for addmaths.
happy that i finally get to understand f4 chap5
indices and logarithims.
i can solve questions from that chapter swiftly ^^
credits to fangray. thx..
how can i ever express my gratitude to u ? =D

and omg that idiot!!
where is her brain? are u retarded ?
please respect seniors !!!!
they worked their ass to improve this.
why the hell are u making more shit out of it !!!
stop ruining our image and use ur brain !!!!!
unless u having brain-block or something
damn !!!

and last thursday.
i heard ppl from other school talking some real shitty things bout me.
even involving mummy.
WTH WTH WTH ?
the moment i heard it tears were rolling in my eyes.
almost cried out loud on the spot.
but of course i didn't.
i went home and cried before bed till 3a.m.
if this is it, i'll bear with it.
if making up ur own stories humiliating me is entertaining for u.
then fine.
at last, people will realize who's actually faking and bullshitting.
mongering rumors and acting all around. FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU BIATCH.
i won't give a damn anymore.
if my social life during high school really sucks that much.
i don't frigging care.
after high school, everyone will go different ways.
just don't barge into my life after this or i'll stuff a fork into ur nostril.
REAL HARD....

i'm tired.
stop involving us kids everytime u adults have issues.
go ahead. u guys have freedom to do watever u want.
but please stop pasting shit on us.
it irks and it's nasty.
or even heartbreaking.
and after that i don't even hear a word of apology from all of you.
acting like it's none of ur business after that.
and repeating the same old mistakes again !!!!!
hate it to the max.

neways, dajie's home.
hopefully we interact peacefully before she leaves for UK.

sigh.
let bygones be bygones.
i'm fine, right ?

Blogged, Joey.

Hello Again =D !

OMG. I miss blogging here.
sorry, it's been forever i know.
i'm bored and frustrated right now.
then i thought of you bloggie ^_^

my english kinda suck right now...
that i'm trying to improve my BM and Chinese lately.
reading some peribahasa and stuff.
u mightt be thingking. peribahasa?
joey what's wrong with you ? are you sick ?
well.SPM's around the corner.
and i'm still on kuku island.
blur like any damn thing. ><

this weekend sucks.
sucks to the MAX !
family is under some unpleasant circumstances right now.
we didn't get to go back to dad's.
sleepless nights.
always worried if the next hardship approaches us.
and... I'm tired. T^T
maybe a little disappointment but....
love conquers all.

last night i didn't get to sleep.
talked to some of my old friends.
and he buzzed me.
at first i was like. OMG OMG ~!!
then i tried to calm down.
talked as clam as i could.
kinda happy actually ^_^
coz it's been a long time.
and we had a great chat. I GUESS ?

also, my relationship with MJ has improved lately.
unlike before, always not in good terms.
kept getting angry with each other.
and the worst : no phone calls at all. =(
but it's all fine now. ^^
I GUESS ?
haha.

Blogged, Joey.

Disappointed.

Nowadays aftersince mid-term.
i've been really..erm. free ?
started revising a lil bit for trial.
sigh.

then, dear juniors are preparing for installation now.
i'm really disappointed with the current president.
doesn't even know what the hell must she do.
this and that thing oso din submit.
but i just try my best giving them advice.
i knw i shouldn't help much or some old bitch will do something to me again.

i should go to their upcoming event.
yes i wanna go.
i really hope to go so very much.
i wanna tell everyone i've did it.
i wanna see my friends.
i wanna.....
but..the thing is.
that old watermelon virgin.
she'll be using me. or even humiliate me again.
now she has started using me..
not only she disallow me to give my speech..
she even asked me to go give away the president medal ONLY !
bitch WTF ?!
i will never ever attend if i am to be used like that.
u're gonna treat me like shit even after all work i've done?
yea right.
don't even think about me attending.

i feel like crying right now.
i don't feel glorious or happy for all i've done anymore.
she just can't stop humiliating me.
SAD !! and disappointed.
disappointed to the core !!

but at least, i am happy.
vice president, my sis and some other BOD tried their best. I GUESS ?
just hoping this club will be able to stand up again.
be more well-known for the good deeds they've done.
be more dedicated and attentive to all projects.
don't be a chicken just because the school authority is restricting u !
all the best. make me proud.
anything u guys can still ask me.
well, if you want to.

Blogged, Joey.

Finalleh Home !

First thigs first..
im home im home !!
im finally home !!
* tears rolling and hugs my favorite huggy *
just too happy that's all..
it's been an impressive holiday I'll say !

1st, i get to visit Pulau Besar with my family..
that island is hella beautiful i'm telling ya.~
like seriously..i never thought that i get to see such clear sea water.
it's crystal clear that u get to see fishes swiiming happily in there !
it's a miracle !
first time ever i really get to experience "diving into deep blue sea"
the water's beautiful and u get to see corals ( well...almost dead actyually )
but the itsy bitsy fishes..OMG they're frigging cuteee..!
hiding around the corals...all sorts of them ! dull or colourful one..all of them
and of course...the chalet...
i remembered for the kids we stayed at 'Lau Teng'
and for the adults " Uma Bona ' i guess ?
trust me..it's has the traditional kampung look around...
chicken running freely and beautiful landscape..y'know ?
but it wasn't not dirty at all =) clean and green.
the environment's pretty clean and hygienic..and the best part is.
almost everything there is well protected ! and NO MALAYS.
weird right..
of course it has it's disadvantages as well.
frickin' clean that they have sandflies and omg my limbs itch like a bitch
i even got plasma oozing out from them bitemarks !
FOR MORE THAN A WEEK !
can u imagine ? wtf...
and limited INTERNET.
that's almost halfway to killing me.

2nd, i went to kem gabungan.
fuck that bitch whoever organized it.
wasted RM75 for that 3 days 2 nights shit.
the food sucks.
the people sucks.
the place sucks.
the toilet......trust me...u don't wanna know. =_="
but the best part is..i get to spend time with my friends.
i have no idea how much i'll miss them after we all graduate.
i hate myself for wasting my time knowing useless people.
but those who really care until now i really get to hang out with them.
how did i not realize how funny and adorable they are.
silly me.
shelly, fern, xue wen, miin jye, mei chia, kai ling, mei chin, ..
ugh fuck that..
so many of them !
oh i love you guys. seriously.

3rd, i went to dad's hometown for a week.
to accompany my sexy granny.
im not gonna say i get to know so much about her like the old way.
well of course she told me loads of her stories.
when the japanese invaded, how her father died or what so ever.
the thing is that i get to spend more time with her.
my granny's a funny person.
you can always joke around with her.
guarantee u'll laugh ur ass off.
the moment i'll remember till the end of time is.
i had an evening walk with her.
she can't really walk now so if it's gonna long journey she has to be on her 'mercedes'
bet you know what that means XD
during the walk we held hands.......
we held hands.....
we held hands..
ahma...oh how much i love you !
and OMG an unbearable shit happened !
i was forced to hang out with people i don't know
so awkward

but it's okay, this holiday still sorta rockz.
for the photos i shall upload them some other time.
and holy crap..eetsa hella near to SPM !
goddammit ><

Finally get to blog after gazillion years, Joey =D !

Miracle ^_^

yesterday i called up miinjye,
and i was talking bout primary school friends and stuff.
i kinda miss my friends at primary school and how long we haven't been contacting each other.
then i told miinjye bout my gang and all.
one of them was angel.
well...what surprised me is that miinjye actually knows angel ?!
she told me they met at BM tuition at the year 2005
i thing we could hang out some day.
since miinjye and angel knows each other.
will call KaiYong out as well.
we all should meet up.
as for XinRou and ShuChyi..
i don't know...
like want care dont want care like that everytime i contact them.
will see to it then.
looking forward for u guys to meet up and we should go outing.
hell yeah.

and OMG i'm so bummed !
i searched my whole bag for my calculator today.
couldn't find it that i had to borrow from KaiLing during exam.
then just now i looked around my room, couch, study table wondering where the hell i put my calculator.
almost gone mad coz tomorrow will be having addmaths paper.
no choice but to search my bag again.
and then i found it !!
frickin' lame but what the hell ?
shitty day i'll say.

Blogged, Joey

Self-esteem Issue.

great. so very great.
tomorrow's chemistry paper and i don't get a shit what the hell it's saying in the book.
great. i revised only 2 pages.
and it's already wanting my life.
why izit so goddamn hard for me to really concentrate in chemistry.
i need some motivation.
someone please scold me or something.

ya..
haha. i always lose.
i always lose in games like this.
eventhough i worked my ass of and this is what i get in return.
ya. very good.
might as well just lower my expectations from now on.

Joey.

Taking Little Pictures =D

I know i know..
it's exam period and im here dilly-dallying in front of the computer
nothing much.
making full use of my phone's camera.
pretty good quality but my skill..ugh..sucks

here's Tabby, our female feline ^_^

 

 

Derp ! Derp ! hahaha

FRONT

 

BACK

My Grandma's HUGE ASS dog

SUP ?

 

 

 

And of course..taking hideous pictures of my sister..muahaha
* EVIL LAUGHS *  =P

anyways, Miin Jye went to Sunway Lagoon few days back.
and she bought me a pack of candies from Fullhouse.
friggin exited when she handed me that.
Thank you <3
me likey ^_^

BTW, Pressure is defined as a magnitude of the force acting perpendicularly to a surface per unit area of the surface if you must know. (WTH)
so..yeah.

Blogged, Joey.

Play.

What the Frick ?!
what the hell was wrong with blogger ?
under maintenance or something.
couldn't blog at all.
said there my posts and stuff are temporarily removed.
now what ?
ok the post is back but the comments are frickin gone.
WTF ??!!

kinda forgot what happened lately.
probably have been eating and sleeping only. lol
should proceed to maths and biology but OMG im so reluctant to.
whatever.will do it later.
GREAT. have not been outdoors for like ..2 days i guess.
it's mum and kailing's birthday today.
their present they deserve, done preparing.
but it's Fern's tomorrow.
dang....wanna buy something but havin' some financial difficulties in the moment ( actually spent all up on buying stupid stuff )
searching for some ideas on the net to do some DIY gift instead.
hopefully i'll manage to pass it to her tomorrow.

anyways, came across something interesting on KaiYing's blog.
nothing better to do so imma play this for a while.
KaiYing don't mind yea ^^ll

NAME: Joey Whateversurname

AGE :17

BIRTHDATE: 21st March

PRESENT ADDRESS: 1234, Fake Street.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage =  Chrysanthemum tea

2. last phone call = Baby

3. last text message = Baby 

4. last song you listened to = BEP - The Situation

5. last time you cried = Last Monday

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice =  hellyeah

7. been cheated on = dammit yes.

8. kissed someone & regretted it = Nada

9. lost someone special = My grandpa. yup

10. been depressed = PMS..duh !

11. been drunk and threw up = once. OMG

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Pink FTW !

13. Pure White

14. Orange

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Sure Did

16. Fallen out of love = yes siree 

17. Laughed until you cried = like..each and everyday

18. Met someone who changed you = yeah.

19. Found out who your true friends were = hell yeah.

20. Found out someone was talking about you = of coz..im so popular ..woots !! ( ==' )

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = my parents. yeap.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = OMG wth's FB ?

24. Do you have any pets = plenty

25. Do you want to change your name = i'm fine with my current one.

 26. What did you do for your last birthday = laughing all day long.

27. What time did you wake up today =10a.m.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = on YouTube. 

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = i have all i've ever wanted.

30. Last time you saw your Mother- few moments ago.

 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = my exam and piano grades.

32. What are you listening to right now = daddy nagging.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= gay name. NEVER

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = my butt.

35. Most visited webpage = Twitter

37. Nickname = shitload of them ==

38. Relationship Status = Single and Satisfied,

 39. Zodiac sign = Aries FTW !!

40. He or She = both

41. Elementary =  Seg Hwa

42. High School = School of Where You Know What Shit Is

43. College = Not yet.

44. Hair color = Asian-ish Black.

45. Long or short=  wha... ??!

46. Height= 154cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Anthony Padilla. yeap.

48. What do you like about yourself? = Everything. woots !

49. Piercings =my ears. yes.

50. Tattoos = in my heart. ==

51. Righty or lefty= wth ?

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery= never did.

53. First piercing =12 y/o

54. First best friend = during pre-school.

55. First sport you joined = Gunny Sack. is that even a sport ?

56. First vacation = Singapore

58. First pair of trainers = shit in it.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nope.

60. Drinking = nada.

61. I'm about to =have dinner.

62. Listening to = not now.

63. Waiting for = this thing to end.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = not really.

66. Career? = housewife. wait ...what ?

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = both.

68. Hugs or kisses= Hugs

69. Shorter or taller = taller. duh.

70. Older or Younger = younger.  

71. Romantic or spontaneous =  Spontaneous.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Stomach. LOL

73. Sensitive or loud = wth

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = neither.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = someday yes.

77. Drank hard liquor = sure did.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Never had one

79. Sex on first date = maybe later.

80. Broke someone's heart =i'd never do that. well..my parents. yeap

81. Had your own heart broken = by some jerk

82. Been arrested = Never.

83. Turned someone down = my parents. =(

84. Cried when someone died=My grandpa. yes.

85. Fallen for a friend =once.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = sometimes ?

 87. Miracles = sometimes.

88. Love at first sight = that's bullcrap.

89. Heaven = i guess so.

90. Santa Claus =  always.

92. Angels = i am already one ! nah juz kidding

93. Do you love him? = i will always love Anthony ^_^

-Blogged, Joey-

Broken English

English paper today
yesterday i received tips bout 'an unforgettable experience'
read through few essays on the Internet last night
then i decided to write about my super scary ride on a roller coaster
checked the dictionary for tons of words describing the fear and anxiety on a roller coaster
guess what ?
it was actually 'a beautiful experience' on the paper.
i went SHAIZA! the moment i saw that.
wrote about my first time fishing with my dad instead
and the environment around the river is goddamn beautiful bla bla bla
i'm freakin doomed!
had lotsa grammatical mistakes there.
should i start using formal english on my blog ?
but no one's gonna correct me here.
well i can't let mummy or daddy help me out
they're gonna know so much bout my secrets and start nagging, no way.
conclusion is continue using pasar english.
mmm.

Blogged, Joey.

Whoa..It almost hit me in the face.

WTH
i've been crying in school for the whole day.
i feel ridiculous...walao
no idea why on earth i did that.
but goddammit i coudn't control myself.
after school i immediately called ah ma,
guess everything's gonna be alright =)
ahma always has her way to cheer people up.
made me laughed so hard on the phone. haha

btw, daddy bought me a new phone.
but not the model i wanted.
still it's an impressive one...well..to me. ><
sony ericsson X10 mini.
after passing the phone to moi,
he called up to ask if i like the phone.
so nice of him ^_^
TQ TQ daddy.

having mid-term for the moment.
not in the mood to study.
exam damn membosankan mien.
yer yer yer.......
still have to study lor,
go now go now.

Blogged, you-know-who.
hmm...you do...right ?

Be Strong.

it ain't good holding back tears.

you can't imagine how much i wanna get out from this life.

but ...no one can ever run away from their own shoes.

i need a shoulder  ='(

Blogged, Joey.

Say whut ?!

bla bla bla,
skipping to the point.

- 'ROSIE' was very sweet together this afternoon. *vomits*
- some people with freakin' annoying voice barged in to Chinese class which made me pretty irritated. OMG do u have any idea how annoying ur voice is ?
- after school watched lunchtime w/ Smosh. Anthony's super cute as usual. X)
- mum fetched dajie home from college. =0
- went to tuition, forgot to bring my calculator along. shazbat.
- surprise ! went to fun-fair for the second time. hella awesome !

p.s. : to you bitches out there. yea you !
this is my BLOG.
i write what i friggin' want.

so yeah.... \^o^/

Blogged , Joey.

Anthony and Fried Chicky

there's nothing better than watching anthony in his videos
and muching away with mummy's home fried chicken ^_^
ON NOM NOM =P

aww i love you Anthony Padilla.
you're awesome ^_^

Blogged, Joey.

Evening.

hahaha...guess what ?
the rain's frickin heavy and i just came back from FUN-FAIR
damn nice mien =DD
well we didn't plan to have fun under the rain at the first place.
we were celebrating Jiak Shi Mi's 15th birthday at Secret Recipe while waiting for the rain to stop.
hehe. bao bei was with me as well.
took some pictures of course :)
had lasagna and skyjuice.
decent dinner i'll say.

the rain got from drizzling to a heavier one.
so we might as well just play under the rain. haha
thank God it wasn't muddy.
rain got even heavier that they had shut down those machines. *curses*
only managed to go for two rides.
think it's called 'flying chair' and 'space shot'
pshyeah it was hella FUN.
liking it babey !
im soooo goin there again.

got dripping wet and scolded by daddy.
"stubborn damn thing !
told you raining not to go ady !"
^^ll ish ish...
anyways,
i think mj and i got closer after some reasons.
we both agreed it was an amazing evening.
although it freaking rained and play halfway then shutdown everything.
still i feel great.,,
like there's a better chemistry between us. y'know ?
hehe. i'd love to go with you again some other time =) !!

and to Jiak Shi Mi and 90.
Happy 15th and 21st birthday.
all the best for ur future undertakings and exams.
just don't forget to miss me ^_^ ngek ngek

Blogged, jojojojojo.

at Ah Ma's

Holla
just came back from BP few hours ago.
hahahaaa... nope ahma still refuses to come back ^^ll
mission failed.
neways, since we don't have any cinema here at Segamat.
caught a movie at summit which was "Scream of The Ghost"
well...it sucked.
don't ever watch it.
and of course Karaoke ^_^
LOL...had a blast though =D
sang our lungs out ? *coughs coughs*

night time glanced at our old family photos.
i mean reaaallll OLD.
like when my dad and his siblings were teenagers.
people at 1970's are soooo funneh.
their jeans, specs and shortass pants. lolololol
most of the photo albums were 1st Uncle's.
didn't get to know him coz he passed away before i was born.
man he was sooo hot !!
totally unlike the photo on his grave.
and he had soo many friends.
he played football, baseball and whatever ball it is.
damn cute as hell  ><
well my dad and the other uncles were charming as well.
but after they grew older.... things change...haha
Voila !

Dad now.

supposed to be at fun-fair now
but goddamnit ..it's raining.
suay betul.

Blogged, Moi =)

Secret

this morning went out with dad for brunch.
before that dad went to the market to get some groceries.
after buying some veges.
dad came up to the car and asked us to go down and buy some toufu
telling us he's paiseh to buy =.=" wat larh....
Jasmine went down to buy but out of stock
of course we asked him how come he's paiseh
turned out that he refused to answer.
sigh...adults..
was freakin curious what's going on but since he refuse to tell us
so it's fine... adults are weird
and it's not like i can ask mother or what.
we're at dad's only on weekends.
ish..stupid curiosity.

anyways, i miss ahma so damn much
the other day we asked her whether if she wanna come to our house and stay for a few weeks or months
well...she doesn't want to..
coz some son of a gun crept into her house and stole some crap again..in other words :BURGLAR-ED !!
few years back, some jewelries and RM1000++
few months ago, came in from the FREAKING CEILING ,stole the old antique bigass computer and a bottle of wine.
now, the gas tank...WTF ?!
it happens everytime when she's away
goin back tomorrow morning, best of luck for convincing her to come to Segamat coz it's creepy living in that house alone.

AND dang it my phone kinda suck now that it turns off by itself so frickin often
causing me unable to receive calls and texts on the spot 
and the worst part is that it's without memory card @@"!!
recently thinkin off getting a new phone with a reasonable price of RM600++.... only ?

Huh ? huh? not bad eh ?
i not really good with phones but after checking info bout this model, it's kinda an okay phone to use
but dad wouldn't get me one !!
he said anything that's not attached to my skin confirm will disappear..
LOL what ?!

Blogged, Joey.

THANK YOU SO MUCH.,

i'm just sooooooooo...
i mean really...
that there's people promoting my blog...awwww...
thank you larh....
just so lost for words for what you've done <3
aiyer..so thank you leh

NOT.
ya u helped us alot. really..
sangat thank you betul...hahahaha ！
but recall and THINK why am i unhappy
allow me to elaborate har....

i didn't know u guys were the person-in-charge only AFTER i join the team.
if not u think i will join meh
since u know u were to take part in other programme
then why took part in this as well
sumore wanna be the directors.
do u have any idea what the hell were you doing ?
bullshit you poured more time on us.
then how come u don't know well about how our performance should be goin ?
like on the stage in the middle of the performance.
honestly u guys messed it up.
u want proof ?
to ONE THE DIRECTORS.
i don't know what on earth you told the narrator.
which pretty much messed up our lines.
and to THE OTHER.
that script on your hands was for the sound effect.
we needed it badly y'know ?
plus ceramah on tuesday you promised you would come out on 3.15 sharp.
turned out that you didn't.
promised to write a script.
did you ?
vry funny one lor.
maybe im taking it for granted but u are the PERSON IN CHARGE
of course u are the one who's supposed to ask permission from teacher la.
walan eh....
and i am FRICKIN SURE that i didn't blame you.
but think what you had just did !
you are the director.
aren't you concerned bout the result ??? no
you even went back early.
and there was still space available in teacher's car if you wanna go back later.
of course u guys did your job.
but is it enough ? huh?

oh, finish reading ady ar ?
thank you for reading opinions from a big piece of shit kay
i can't wait to say i APPRECIATE that sooo goddamn much.
i am curious. how come u saw fingers when i was talking bout u har ?
but nevermind la.
next time i talk to u with my fingers looking like this.

and to my friend.
i am not hurting your feelings as a friend.
i am giving my opinions as a TEAM MEMBER.
to see our LEADERS like that.
of course we are disappointed.

welcome very much to screenshot my words here.

want niao me then come.

Blogged, JOEY.

What The Frick.

SIGH !
dang....we lost it
but this is really a great experience.
i realized that im more outspoken than before.
if i were still the old me.
i wouldn't have the courage to speak as loud as i can in front of public.
overall they said i did the best among our team.
happy to hear that. ^_^
still we didn't win anything for our team. =(((
oh well...
as long as i've learnt something. it's alright.
at least we're losing this together XDD

whatever it is, next time if i were to to know that i've to be in the same team with 'both of them'
i won't join for sure.
seriously they don't even give a damn for what we did.
they are the directors !
for the love of God !!!! FuCK !
anyway, it's over now.
im done. i did my best.
and i don't wanna think bout it anymore.

on the way back after the competition Mei Chin and I saw there were people building fun-fair in town.
got exited when we saw there's 360 degrees.
y'know ? that turn round and round 360 degrees ride ?
we were planning to visit these coming weekends.
but mid-term's around the corner and it will last for three weeks.
shaiza !!!!

anywaysssss,
recently feel comfortable around Mei Chin, Kai Ling, and Angeline they all
they're really good people.
how did i not realize how funny are they when we were classmates ?
Kai Ling taught me a lot in  addmaths.
i admire her intelligence ^_^

sisghhh
i don't know what on earth is wrong with me right now.
feel really hopeless and lonely.
hope that someone would gimme a call
then we can go out somewhere and have a drink or something.
alcohol will do ? lololololol.

Blogged, JJJJJJJOOOOOOOOOOEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Wooots !!

omg it's incredibly awesome today. !!
well we didn't have to go for lessons coz we were having drama practice the whole day.
ngek ngek... =D
except for chemistry..it was hella boring though ><
anyways.we practiced on and on for five times
honestly it was kinda tiring
but the competition's tmr.
im still not familiar with my lines and not loud enough.
im scared ! =(
luckily our backdrop has some colors now.
the materials for our drama is already prepared.
pheww.
except for my moustache @@

LORD SEPTIC

in the afternoon,
i followed the debate team to SMK Dato' Bentara Dalam as supporters
and i saw one of our teachers who are vry 'HIAO' and old tumpang one of our male teacher's car.
then asked us to tumpang someone else's car.
FUCK! hiao as hell.
anywayssssss..
this time our school's opponents are debaters of SMKAS from Labis
well... what can i say ?
it was interesting of course !
it just got more and more exiting.
and guess what ?
our school nailed it !
Hamidah, Jeanne and Koh.
u guys rule !
just kept surprising us out there.
and Koh..being the Best Speaker of the day.
Congrats Gurl ! u did perfect out here.
all the best again tomorrow !

before the debate started,
we saw Xin Joe which was one of our school's girl
She was marching for the St.Johns for Paduka,the school next to Dato.
Mei Chin just got really exited but Xin Joe had to go home as her mother's on her way to fetch her back.
so i lifted Mei Chin up and tell her she can always see Xin Joe some other time.
LOL i know it was vry cruel of me to separate them but there was only a few minutes till the debate starts,
so..... bo bian lo. T^T i didn't mean it...

after the competition we went home by Mr.Low's car.
joked so much and i laughed so hard on the way home.
haha. Mr.Low actually can't help from laughing as well XD
we created a word/term which is 'ROSIE'
haha ! it's a secret between us what it actually means.
then reached home only at 6pm
so late ^^ll

Dad says we'll be going back to BP this weekend.
i can't wait to see Ah Ma asap.
i miss misss misssss MISSSS her so much.
lolololol...havin' tuition later.
so im off to have a decent dinner and concentrate =D

ciao !!
Blogged, Joey.

Congratulations ! =D

hey ..!
to all of you guys who worked ur asses to defeat ur opponents today.
thumbs up !
i was there the first half of the debate
omg.
i didn't know Jeanne's that good. LOL
too bad i didn't get to see how Koh did coz i need to get home early
anyways..u guys were amazing
beat those Munshi kids and won this with glory
proudayouguys. =D

honestly, this is the first time in my life to witness a debate.
it was interesting, really =)
u guys were grreaatttttttt though.
all the best for the upcoming debates
go out there and beat the crap outta ur opponents
Good Luck Miennnnnn XD

been having drama practice like....everyday
we still kinda suck @@
the competition's on this Saturday
i wana get cocky and win this. seriously.
Elsie said i don't look fierce enough and not familiar with my lines
Chew talks too fast and forgets her lines.
MinnJye's too soft and gentle.
Jothi's doesn't 'bring out' the emotions she's supposed to.
Conclusion : We Suck.
sigh.
but i think there's an improvement in us
before this we were like laughing all day long.
then i turn out to forget my lines
shitty right ?
and for the backdrop it's black and white =.=
why la...give a little colour mah
and i want a moustache badly larhhhh !!!!!
zzz.....i'm the bad guy..Lord Septic
a moustache is really necessary larh..
no thank you i don't want a draw-on moustache.
grrrr >< " !!

Blogged, Kinda Exhausted Joey.
So she's gonna cuddle up under her blankey and sleep her ass off right now.
toodles.

Don't Know.

well...
KINDA busy these days..
with the drama practice, studying, sleeping and not to mention EATING!
nah..seriously..
feels really tired everytime i reach home.
have been reaching home at 4++ recently
then quickly get ready for a long nap ! XDD
but i've tuition afterwards..
it just gets really tired..y'know..
but it's ok =)
coz i know there's people more stressed up than me.
as long i can take it.. im fine with it

didn't really have the mood for drama today
probably because i was unhappy with the form 4's
they messed up the class but we form 5 kena this morning
headmistress went blabbering how dirty is the classroom we used for drama practice
but it was the form 4's who left the classroom without a word and untidy yesterday
when we were cleaning it, they didn't even give a damn to give us a hand
so my day went pretty fucked up by them
and directors said they will kick them from this team for good
turned out that they didn't do it..WTF
coz one of the directors are super best freinds with them
FUCK !

and my brother
being a goddamn pain in the ass !
niama ..he's just so ugly and disgusting.
i hate him

for co-curricular day this afternoon
i had fun.. =)))
coz i just joined Chinese club not long ago
before i entered the class was worried there won't be anybody to accompany me
surprisingly Meng Wei had been waiting for me to sit next to her.
i was like...awww......but of course i didn't say that. lol
we had Chinese essay writing competition
was not in the mood to write but it's compulsory
so i just wrote about how pretty our president is
bet that will win her heart eh ?
haha !

anyways...
im sorta happy coz there's a minor improvement in my result .
i like it =) !! although it's still considered as poor ><
have started to do some preparation for mid-term.
well...i don't wana expect myself to score really high or whatever
coz the higher the expectation the bigger the dissapointment .
sigh.. im really slow.
it's been 5 days but i've only started the 2nd chapter for +maths
and there's more to go..bio, chem, phy, sej, moral, maths and all the language subs
im in deep shit alright
jiayou jiayou !! ^_^

anthony i love you ^_^

Blogged, Joey.

I Lost The Game

there..
i admit that im pissed seeing both of you together.
why did i fall for you in the first place ??!
u make ppl fall for you and then escape as far as youcan

love. like. admire.
or whatever it is.
no more for me.
i always lose in games like this.
those times we had together.
might as well just be useless memories.

Smile Joey.
You sill have to concentrate on your studies =')

Yes you are.

Blogged, ME.

Drama Drama X)

omg... cyberdied for like...gazillion days
oh well.
the other day i took part in the drama competition
idk when . just wanted to have some fun
as this is my last year schooling.
we'll be presenting a drama with title 'gulp and gasp'
guess what ? i didn't have to go through audition !
coz i chose to be pretty much of a bad guy aka Lord Septic
and nobody really wanted that character . lolololol

had first practice yesterday..
only till' yesterday i was told that the competition is on this coming thursday !
i doubt we have enough time to practice @@
already memorized my lines though =D

anyways,
done with our PK2
as expected, my result totally suckass.. ^^ll
i can't believe i got ** for BM and ** for maths
for the love of God ..it SUCKS !!
yes, it was all last-minute study ... =D
so...there's three weeks till mid-term from now
have started to do some revision from form 4 syllabus
not expecting myself to nail the examination but a little improvement perhaps ?
sigh ><"

was planning to attend IU day today but
i heard that she's one of the director of Interact Club
i went WTF when i knew that
walao... before that she act like support my club so damn much
sometimes even cursing interact club
she couldn't cope with my club's job then join interact
coz interact lack of directors so she managed to be one
what the hell..
my first thought was ...what a hypocrite she is,,
FUCK YOU.
and so...i didn't go to IU day..
i know her well.
she'll walk in front of me ON PURPOSE
grabbing all my freinds away..
i'd rather stay at home doing add-maths
than making myself unhappy there
btw, it's not my club nemore..
zzzz.....
send my curses to that biatch . CIBAI !
and MJ is stupid enough to befriend a person like that !!
am god damn angry !

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