The End

Nightmare
i don't get to go the college i've always wanted
NOOOOOOO
WHY ??!!!!!!
FML FML !

WTF

SPM result will be released on my birthday !!!
i thk will be uber sien
nobody rmb my birthday
haiz
indulge into the internet and cry my mascara off
ok ok
good plan

Burning The Kitchen

ok first of,
i suck at cooking
i just enjoy making a mess out of the kitchen
and stirring stuff
i don't know but i find stirring stuff really entertaining
when i was young,
i admire the witch in 'snow white' get to stir a big pot of poison
not kidding
it's seriously fun

after mi hun kueh for lunch
i tried to cook hashbrown
homemade one !
it took me a fucking afternoon to prepare a single hashbrown
i know i slow la T__T

see ??? so kawaii !!!! =3
that yellow heart thingy is actually thousand island sauce
( substitute for mayo )
whereas the green one is oregano leaves
my little hashbrown dipped in them is heavenly tasty ~!
but eat halfway felt like puking
don't know why maybe my cooking not that pro yet
zzz

after super awesome domino's for dinner
baked peanut butter cake with chocolate icing
at first it came out from the oven it looked like this
any baking pro plz tell me why my cake cracked into half @@ ?

to cover the crack i applied chocolate icing

the cake's pretty don't lie
it's oreo crumbs on top of the icing =D
ok la i knw i ugly no nid to remind me
blame the internet for making my eyes like this
after camwhoring with the stupid x10
i noticed a disaster !

the icing was sinking into the crack fffuuuuu
what to do ? eat the slice with the crack lo
leave rest of the beautiful piece in the refrigerator
forgot to mention , it was OISHIIIII
first cake and nailed it    :megusta:
you shall be my breakfast tomorrow
zzzzzz why so fat ady still dare to eat


Blogged, Joey.

Bull Droppings

sometimes i get really pissed of xxxxxxxxx
last night we were talking bout xxxxxxxxx and xxxxxxxxxx
i answered an "owhh..."
that dick said " still say wanna go for xxxxx..bla bla bla "
i said i learned in xxxxxxxxxx already what's your problem ??
i didn't say i don't know anything about it ok ??!
walao...
that's xxx...always think that i don't know a single thing
(though it's true)
xx rolled xxx eyes
like fuck you
you yourself rushed me for a fucking xxxx
then you're being so discouraging talk crap like this
congrats coz you're halfway ruining my xxxx
i'm fucking scared here u talk shit there
fuck you la
i didn't wana tell you what's my xxxx juz coz i know this would happen
don't tell you then say people blurrr or aimles
you say privately completely fine with me
but you embarrass me in front of your friends and family ok
wanna talk then use ur brain
know how to gossip and discourage people
ask me my plan then i tell u la
tell u ady then u say this kinda crap
next time
i'm juz gonna act stupid
although i'm already fucking stupid..
and thanks for constantly reminding me i'm stupid

Keel Me

feeling so stressed out even though i'm not studying
i'm afraid my intelligence can't cope with the course i intend to apply
i know i'm not that smart
but somehow i'm always convinced that i can do it
and i end up being over confident
and .. a failure
i bet my result will be like... shitty as fuck
what should i do ?
what should i take ?
i looked up at my trial result
and now im fucking scared
yes it's gonna be shitty
less than what i aim and what people expect
but im so scared
maybe i can't accept the fact that it's gonna suck...HARD
argh !!!???
what am i thinking
suck then change my mind lo
it's already march and i'm still a loser
busy doing nothing
but i enjoy it =P
future me,
if you're reading this
go jump into a river
wtf


Blogged, Joey.

my present from Spm

i am so very happy !
why ?!
coz spm result will be released one day after my birthday !!
WTF ??!
i hope it sucks
so i don't have to go there alone
i suck  at socializing !!!
confirm be a lone ranger there =(
so...
watever la...
sucks yay !!!!!

i had a terrible nightmare yesterday
i was waiting at idk where
 i remember i was surrounded by short fences
driving uncle drove his car in front of the fence
immediately i asked him " GOT GET A OR NOT ??! "
he shook his head in disappointment
i stared at the result sheet..it was my STPM RESULT !!!
not SPM hahaha
ok it was a nightmare bcoz driving uncle was in it !!!
wtf super hate him
about STPM ?
i thk coz i've been planning to take STPM few days back
Amitohut ah
why cannot lemme have awesome dream this holiday
last time waiting for PMR result
i kept waking up suddenly from nightmares
dreamt that my PMR reult FAIL ALL
the worst feeling is waking up frightened !!
during SPM too
kept jumping out of bed dreamt that i'm late for the paper
like more than 5 times a night ok !!!
imagine 10 papers 10 days like that !!!
but dunno why feel vry chi kek but can never have good sleep
my face the next day real white and pale

now that i think of it
i miss school
i mean i fucking hate all teachers
but i miss my friends
SIGH
i'm growing up
and this sucks

Tabby Baby =]

after since Tabby came
i hate to say this
but i love her more than Princess baby,
and i still hate Belly *___*
poops everywhere and they're friggin enormous !

okay back to Tabby
her eyes are blue in indoors
orange at outdoors
and she's so fluffy and nice to hug !
better, she bathes herself ...like every 5 minutes !
every time i glance at her
she's pretty much cleaning herself or sleeping
of course we do bathe her constantly
that's why she smells so nice and clean

plus, she makes stupid cute faces sometimes
i adore her !!
WARNING : pictures below may contain an ugly looking human
ignore them for your own sake
don't say i din warn u ah

im watching you...*laughs eerily*

KITTY HIGH 5 !!

where are you looking at hahahha

and she's sleeping soundly next to me now
awwww
yes.. on my bed
don't judge me

 but i thought of something
i remember i was gone for like...3 weeks
when i came back i was like " Tabby !! jiejie missed you <3 <3 "
and she was like " meow" only then walked away
wth la damn disappointed

but when the weather is rainy
she would cuddle on our lap
we'd hug her tight and she enjoys the warmth
smart cat =__=

and when i'm sad
i hug her
it doesn't make me feel better but i juz wanna hug her tight
she would struggle and put her paws on my head
considered as stroking and giving me comfort right ? hahaha
and this shows how much of a miserable cat lady i am
muahahahahas

it's "early" now
Goodnight Tabby =]

The Scar

the other day i was robbed
i struggled hard to hold on my Prada
the robber thought he underestimated a pretty maiden like me
he pulled out a knife
we were fighting
he accidentally stabbed himself...brutally
and all i got was this scar

okay stupid story
what actually happened
i was preparing dinner
God decided to let me touch the rice cooker accidentally
man it was painful as fuck

that evening it was like this

the next day it turned out like this
i know
friggin BADASS right ?
i love it too
hope it stays and never fade
so...who still dares to bite me ??