Keel Me

feeling so stressed out even though i'm not studying
i'm afraid my intelligence can't cope with the course i intend to apply
i know i'm not that smart
but somehow i'm always convinced that i can do it
and i end up being over confident
and .. a failure
i bet my result will be like... shitty as fuck
what should i do ?
what should i take ?
i looked up at my trial result
and now im fucking scared
yes it's gonna be shitty
less than what i aim and what people expect
but im so scared
maybe i can't accept the fact that it's gonna suck...HARD
argh !!!???
what am i thinking
suck then change my mind lo
it's already march and i'm still a loser
busy doing nothing
but i enjoy it =P
future me,
if you're reading this
go jump into a river
wtf


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