my present from Spm

i am so very happy !
why ?!
coz spm result will be released one day after my birthday !!
WTF ??!
i hope it sucks
so i don't have to go there alone
i suck  at socializing !!!
confirm be a lone ranger there =(
so...
watever la...
sucks yay !!!!!

i had a terrible nightmare yesterday
i was waiting at idk where
 i remember i was surrounded by short fences
driving uncle drove his car in front of the fence
immediately i asked him " GOT GET A OR NOT ??! "
he shook his head in disappointment
i stared at the result sheet..it was my STPM RESULT !!!
not SPM hahaha
ok it was a nightmare bcoz driving uncle was in it !!!
wtf super hate him
about STPM ?
i thk coz i've been planning to take STPM few days back
Amitohut ah
why cannot lemme have awesome dream this holiday
last time waiting for PMR result
i kept waking up suddenly from nightmares
dreamt that my PMR reult FAIL ALL
the worst feeling is waking up frightened !!
during SPM too
kept jumping out of bed dreamt that i'm late for the paper
like more than 5 times a night ok !!!
imagine 10 papers 10 days like that !!!
but dunno why feel vry chi kek but can never have good sleep
my face the next day real white and pale

now that i think of it
i miss school
i mean i fucking hate all teachers
but i miss my friends
SIGH
i'm growing up
and this sucks