Bull Droppings

sometimes i get really pissed of xxxxxxxxx
last night we were talking bout xxxxxxxxx and xxxxxxxxxx
i answered an "owhh..."
that dick said " still say wanna go for xxxxx..bla bla bla "
i said i learned in xxxxxxxxxx already what's your problem ??
i didn't say i don't know anything about it ok ??!
walao...
that's xxx...always think that i don't know a single thing
(though it's true)
xx rolled xxx eyes
like fuck you
you yourself rushed me for a fucking xxxx
then you're being so discouraging talk crap like this
congrats coz you're halfway ruining my xxxx
i'm fucking scared here u talk shit there
fuck you la
i didn't wana tell you what's my xxxx juz coz i know this would happen
don't tell you then say people blurrr or aimles
you say privately completely fine with me
but you embarrass me in front of your friends and family ok
wanna talk then use ur brain
know how to gossip and discourage people
ask me my plan then i tell u la
tell u ady then u say this kinda crap
next time
i'm juz gonna act stupid
although i'm already fucking stupid..
and thanks for constantly reminding me i'm stupid

Keel Me

feeling so stressed out even though i'm not studying
i'm afraid my intelligence can't cope with the course i intend to apply
i know i'm not that smart
but somehow i'm always convinced that i can do it
and i end up being over confident
and .. a failure
i bet my result will be like... shitty as fuck
what should i do ?
what should i take ?
i looked up at my trial result
and now im fucking scared
yes it's gonna be shitty
less than what i aim and what people expect
but im so scared
maybe i can't accept the fact that it's gonna suck...HARD
argh !!!???
what am i thinking
suck then change my mind lo
it's already march and i'm still a loser
busy doing nothing
but i enjoy it =P
future me,
if you're reading this
go jump into a river
wtf


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my present from Spm

i am so very happy !
why ?!
coz spm result will be released one day after my birthday !!
WTF ??!
i hope it sucks
so i don't have to go there alone
i suck  at socializing !!!
confirm be a lone ranger there =(
so...
watever la...
sucks yay !!!!!

i had a terrible nightmare yesterday
i was waiting at idk where
 i remember i was surrounded by short fences
driving uncle drove his car in front of the fence
immediately i asked him " GOT GET A OR NOT ??! "
he shook his head in disappointment
i stared at the result sheet..it was my STPM RESULT !!!
not SPM hahaha
ok it was a nightmare bcoz driving uncle was in it !!!
wtf super hate him
about STPM ?
i thk coz i've been planning to take STPM few days back
Amitohut ah
why cannot lemme have awesome dream this holiday
last time waiting for PMR result
i kept waking up suddenly from nightmares
dreamt that my PMR reult FAIL ALL
the worst feeling is waking up frightened !!
during SPM too
kept jumping out of bed dreamt that i'm late for the paper
like more than 5 times a night ok !!!
imagine 10 papers 10 days like that !!!
but dunno why feel vry chi kek but can never have good sleep
my face the next day real white and pale

now that i think of it
i miss school
i mean i fucking hate all teachers
but i miss my friends
SIGH
i'm growing up
and this sucks

Tabby Baby =]

after since Tabby came
i hate to say this
but i love her more than Princess baby,
and i still hate Belly *___*
poops everywhere and they're friggin enormous !

okay back to Tabby
her eyes are blue in indoors
orange at outdoors
and she's so fluffy and nice to hug !
better, she bathes herself ...like every 5 minutes !
every time i glance at her
she's pretty much cleaning herself or sleeping
of course we do bathe her constantly
that's why she smells so nice and clean

plus, she makes stupid cute faces sometimes
i adore her !!
WARNING : pictures below may contain an ugly looking human
ignore them for your own sake
don't say i din warn u ah

im watching you...*laughs eerily*

KITTY HIGH 5 !!

where are you looking at hahahha

and she's sleeping soundly next to me now
awwww
yes.. on my bed
don't judge me

 but i thought of something
i remember i was gone for like...3 weeks
when i came back i was like " Tabby !! jiejie missed you <3 <3 "
and she was like " meow" only then walked away
wth la damn disappointed

but when the weather is rainy
she would cuddle on our lap
we'd hug her tight and she enjoys the warmth
smart cat =__=

and when i'm sad
i hug her
it doesn't make me feel better but i juz wanna hug her tight
she would struggle and put her paws on my head
considered as stroking and giving me comfort right ? hahaha
and this shows how much of a miserable cat lady i am
muahahahahas

it's "early" now
Goodnight Tabby =]

The Scar

the other day i was robbed
i struggled hard to hold on my Prada
the robber thought he underestimated a pretty maiden like me
he pulled out a knife
we were fighting
he accidentally stabbed himself...brutally
and all i got was this scar

okay stupid story
what actually happened
i was preparing dinner
God decided to let me touch the rice cooker accidentally
man it was painful as fuck

that evening it was like this

the next day it turned out like this
i know
friggin BADASS right ?
i love it too
hope it stays and never fade
so...who still dares to bite me ??

Leap Year

who cares bout four years once bla bla bla shit
it's Mark Foster's birthday !!
Happy Birthday MARK!
have an awesome 7th Birthday !
you're awesome =]

STOP LYNAS, SAVE MALAYSIA

ok my day has nothing to do with the title
i was supposed to go Kuantan to meet up with fongjiejie and meijiejie
but fuck nobody wanted to acc me to fucking Kuantan
and it's killing me when i saw my sis in ths pic

so i ended up visiting meichin
she said i kepo go that thing for what ?! zzz diu
this just reminds me of FTP's " Chin Music for the Unsuspecting Hero "
yes don't doubt it i'm the hero muahahahaha
OKAY...don't read this crap

this morning received a morning call from meichin
including a message : " wirawati wake up wake up !! "
got up and bathed, put on a fade blue skirt
fixed my hair then dad fetched me to meichin's hse
her mum was waiting already @__@
and i saw her nephew, ruirui at the backseat
so CUTE but refused to talk to me as usual
damn la din gv me face -_-"
together we headed to bukit siput's buddhist society
saw mata and quickly fasten our seatbelts
when i was doin it for ruirui , i accidentally overturned a cake
i thought it was just a sponge cake so i remained silent
when we reached there
WTF saw meichin eating ROTI CANAI
i was like ei WTF bought u chicken rice ady diao
sat on a corner saw meichin bought us drinks
she gave me green melon tea..
quite touched but i didn't drink it for some reason
then we went blabbering and gossiping bout her NS friends hahaa
still i told her about the cake she was like WTF that's for her friend !!
what to do i apologised lo..." aiya say it's my fault "
since they dunno me wahahaha smart
after that before she board the bus i gave her a middle finger l
she called and said the cake is pretty as new
gooood but who cares not my cake oso

later followed her mum to hospital to visit
errr who ah..
her eldest daughter's grandmother-in-law
actually segamat's hospital sucks to the max
OPEN-AIR one walao
sumore got people resting on tikars  in front of everybody
so...speechless
anyways i waited outside the emergency ward after all im an outsider
then it's time to say goodbye to ruirui
zz watever he doesn't like me herh

i was hungry already didn't take proper breakfast
ate a chunk of chocolate earlier but still hungry wtf
hahaha chocolate for breakfast, pro or what ?
but bear with it we went to visit earthworm
her hair is so damn short now..
OMG u sampat cut your hair for what ?
thank god she's recovering
can go cosway shopping sumore =___=
anyway glad to know i'm the only friend the visited her twice
wah i'm a saint or what
but the thing is she better switch on her phone
every time damn worried bout her

nothing much very boring i know
just wanted jot down what happened this morning that's all

Blogged, Joey.

就這樣

算了吧
我不在執著了
我知道。。
我學習能力差
反應又慢
吸收能力更加慢！
每次去除了中罵還是中罵
對不起咯
我知道我笨
還有你說我是"SPECIAL"的
我接受
我從以前就知道我不是一個聰明的人
腦筋也不會轉 比正方腦還要慘
算了算了
以後我靜靜去學就是了
幾好就幾好
幾爛就幾爛
T______T
我真是對不起我自己
對不起我的前途
對不起我的父母
更加對不起你浪費時間教我！


笨蛋 啟

Cookie COOKIESSSS !

well im the cookie monster this time
ON NOM NOM NOM
this holiday has been awesome
i made cookies yay !
it all started a few months back me buying a recipe book written by the director/lecturer/whoever it is at sugarcraft
the cookies damn sui !
but after i made it...speechless
at least an A for effort ?

*~WELSH COOKIES~*

ok this cookie turned out like crap. literally.
meichin, chaihong came over to my house and we failed it.
they were totally burnt hard as charcoal.
but we had extra dough smart us made a poop-shaped cookie.
only this turned out the prettiest T____T 


*~CHOCOLATE TREASURE COOKIES~*

this i totally nailed it !
it's pretty don't lie.
notice the chocolate in it ?
everyone said it was nice so i assume it's nice oso la.
haha fuck yeah.


*~CHILDREN COOKIES~*

i finally bought cookie cutters at Daiso
damn cute OMG
putting on that layer of chocolate almost killed me.
damn hard but it turned out OKAY only.

more cookies i baked la but failed lol.




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Shitty Driving 101

right after SPM
meichin and i decided to go for that law thing
and i wasn't actually listening the whole day
9am to 5pm i was like fuck this omg so sleepy and boring
and the food at the canteen ,
me rates negative 100000000000000000000000
even the nuggets tasted like crap
and the rice omg worst rice ever
we didn't finish our lunch
then back to hell
listen to that person talk more crap
can't believe i could actually tahan till 5pm without going crazy
four days after we took the test
with the mindset aiya pass then can ady la
manatau i gt 43 and meichin gt 47
literally wanted to jump into river
im such a loser boohooo
at least i passed it right ?? please say yes T___T :yaoming:
later that day we cought two movies
errr wat movies ady ar ?
"sherlock holmes: a game of shadows" and " 2359"
dammit coz of 2359 i seriously scared of night time and brushing my teeth
i even brush my teeth at evenings wtf

then here comes theory !!!
OMG another nightmare
my head like Buddha rotating 360 degrees
damn sleepy man !
thank God the speaker didn't notice me LOL
i even saw meichin her head like fishing im so sorry i couldn't help laughing
she told me her vision like suddenly blackout and zzzzzz sleeping ady
LOLOLOLOL
and of course ....practical !!
i sucked hard that driving uncle strangled me in the car wtf !!
the following driving lessons were kinda shitty lar
since meichin went to NS and im all alone
another girl learner and i discussed how tiko the uncle is
act like touching people's boobs unconciously
c'mon lar i thought i was the one thinking too much
fuck him
but thanks that i know how to drive now ( a little )
hope i don't die on the following lessons


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