人性险恶

一些人就只能这么假！

假到你丝毫不察觉

把你骗得团团转

假就算了

装好人就算了

还在后面陷害别人

自己享受其益

我说你们良性何在阿

老是这样

总有一天你们还是你遭到报应的！

GUILTY !!!!!!!!!!

IM SO CRUEL..

when we were partying this evening.

a weird indian man came to us.

watching us eating and stuff.

then he came in to the kindergarten.

we panicked. i didn't know what to do.

my friends convinced me to ask him get out of the school compound.

and i friggin did !!!! 

then he asked us if we could spare him some food.

of course, we gave him a corn and a potato

sigh....WTH !!!!!!

i reli need to slap myself for doing that !!!!

why the heck i did that for.

where is my simpathy and mercy !!

then again,

when we were playing games.

i saw a spider on the floor.

immediately i stepped on it.

xue wen scolded me coz i didn't have the right to 'rob' it's life just like that.

guilty guilty !!!!!!!

im sorry what i did to both of you.

im sorry.

im sorry.

Blogged, An Evil Person.

Graduating soon.

ok i know.
it's not SPM yet.
but i'm form 5.
graduating soon yea...@@
leaving my friends =(
nt sure if we get to hang out more often or not.
sigh..

not gonna be sad about it or what.
just wanted to jot down wassup recently.
happy stuff of course ^^
just in case i forget in the future.

first things first,
i watched approximately 10 minutes of fireworks with friends on last day of kasap's pudu~~~~~~
happy arh =DD with shelly, mei chin, fern and earthworm.
first time in my life watching fireworks with friends =)
and i shall remember this for the rest of my life

and tonight, we're having a barbeque party.
at mom's kindergarten. well where else is more suitable than a wide place like that ?
and daddy marinated arnd 40 chicken wings for tonight.
imma take loads of photos ^_^

and i have about 3 'friends' that i haven't talked to for a looongggg time.
coz of some conflicts and friction between us.
and guess what..they are coming ?!
what the heck.
i'm fine with that but don't u guys remember what u did to me ?
WTF ?!
oh well, it's the last year in secondary school.
don't wanna think that much.
in fact we've been talking a little bit lately.
well...just a little..=.=

friends, hoping our bond lasts forever.
friendship didn't come to us just like that.
if possible, we shall remain friends as long as possible.

my english sucks today.
Blogged, Joey.

Pu Du

it's hungry ghost festival.
well..nothing much..
not as afraid as before..
last afternoon, we were preparing fish, pork,and chicken for 'pu du gong'
dad taught me how to pray.
i think we kids shall start learning how to maintain our tradition
hung out with  some friends at night.
happy.. ^_^ !!
ate some nice food.
and even yucky ones. x_x !!
haha...guess what ?
we even prayed together..
u know...'pu du gong' ?
first time praying with friends..
burned some joss papers as well.
got tired of loitering around 'pu du'
went to mother's house nearby..
felt kinda weird actually.
headed home..
dad took a piss next to a drain. =.= "
cut my fringe into a tidier one.
nice ^_^
suddenly felt like going on a trip to genting with danny they all.
missing them :D

just wanted to jot down what happened yesterday that's all..
bored...zzz...study..mop the floor...

Blogged, Joey.

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia

i am a pile of poop.
i don't know what the hell i'm doing.
as a science student,
i promised myself to think scientifically.
with logic, with persistent hardwork...
but each and everytime..
for example, solving an addmaths question
i always end up sketching, singing, taking pictures, or sleeping !
so many subjects..so many regrets !
i'm running out of time !!
che, bio. phy, addmaths, bm, bc, sj
poor like OMG /.\

and...i don't know what to do after form 5..
i say it depends on my result,
but she keeps saying i have no time for that
call me to eat shit
call me to resit SPM.
call me to stay here alone .
bla bla bla...
FUCK !

whatever..
might as well take it as a 'motivation'
and i shall do my best.
baxia baxia ! ^_^

Blogged, Joey

Shaddup laaaaaa

Listen.
i don't want to leave with you.
i've got my own obligations here.
just right here.
please don't force me.
i stay or go wherever i want.
i have the right..
please don't humiliate people around me.
be them nice or nasty
at least i feel safe and happy just by their side.
also, don't ruin my dignity.
i've gt my own perception ,
i might not know what im up to.
or what it may lead to.
just once, keep ur mouth shut !
ughhhh....

Blogged, i don't know who.

Silly .

i can't believe what i just did.
i must be insane.

okay, after a fat pig had just reached home from school.
mummy suggested that we hv dinner outside coz she's lazy for cooking.
so we went out.
and the dinner was impressive ^_^
suddenly, the sky went thundering..
REAL LOUD
then raining..
REAL HEAVILY..

we finished dinner..
and the storm had not stopped..
it was like gazillions of bullets dropping from the sky.
at that very moment,i don't know WTH was wrong with me
i ran out from the restaurant
and ran home straight under the rain.
well fortunately mummy didn't say anything

i was like...
OMG why does it feel so good ??!!
walking , running happily under the rain
underestimated the water depth..
tripped over some rock and fell into a drain..
i went ' DAMN !!!!!!"
it HURT like any damn thing i'm telling ya..
thank god no one saw me,
unless im falling in a very attractive pose..
hahahaha...

and
my leg...it's still bleeding till now =(

Blogged, Joey.

If this is it.

last monday i went to fangray's.
for addmaths.
happy that i finally get to understand f4 chap5
indices and logarithims.
i can solve questions from that chapter swiftly ^^
credits to fangray. thx..
how can i ever express my gratitude to u ? =D

and omg that idiot!!
where is her brain? are u retarded ?
please respect seniors !!!!
they worked their ass to improve this.
why the hell are u making more shit out of it !!!
stop ruining our image and use ur brain !!!!!
unless u having brain-block or something
damn !!!

and last thursday.
i heard ppl from other school talking some real shitty things bout me.
even involving mummy.
WTH WTH WTH ?
the moment i heard it tears were rolling in my eyes.
almost cried out loud on the spot.
but of course i didn't.
i went home and cried before bed till 3a.m.
if this is it, i'll bear with it.
if making up ur own stories humiliating me is entertaining for u.
then fine.
at last, people will realize who's actually faking and bullshitting.
mongering rumors and acting all around. FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU BIATCH.
i won't give a damn anymore.
if my social life during high school really sucks that much.
i don't frigging care.
after high school, everyone will go different ways.
just don't barge into my life after this or i'll stuff a fork into ur nostril.
REAL HARD....

i'm tired.
stop involving us kids everytime u adults have issues.
go ahead. u guys have freedom to do watever u want.
but please stop pasting shit on us.
it irks and it's nasty.
or even heartbreaking.
and after that i don't even hear a word of apology from all of you.
acting like it's none of ur business after that.
and repeating the same old mistakes again !!!!!
hate it to the max.

neways, dajie's home.
hopefully we interact peacefully before she leaves for UK.

sigh.
let bygones be bygones.
i'm fine, right ?

Blogged, Joey.