maybe most of us are dealing with this now
but it's really ticking me off !
i'm graduating soon.
i should have an idea on what to study in the future
i've got several ideas which i think i would excel in it
or have the chance to learn what i really want
but she's all like "NO!!" or "USE YOUR COMMON SENSE, you think people will hire you ?"
okay..that's not the point
she was like "you should study law." "go for pharmacy" "economics's the best. trust me"
blah blah blah.
lately, she's been forcing me to take architecture
see that ? FORCING.
i told her politely, no i'm not interested. and i don't think i will be.
this afternoon she snapped me.
asking me to attend baking,make-up or even pet grooming
" go for all those cheap cheap course la. ur father likes the most !!!!"
FUCK YOU !!!!!! FUCK !!!!!!!!!do you have any idea what the hell are you saying.
you're humiliating both me and dad.
tears rolled down from my eyes.
she noticed and guess what she said
" CRY CRY CRY. cry for what. cry for a small matter "
then she even asked me to sit next to her
listen to her blabber ....about how good architecture is.
i got mad but i remained silent.
i was really pissed.
i know what you're doing is for my own good.
but i don't appreciate it.
i really don't.
and i think you know why.
i don't wanna be like before anymore.
follow blindly what you say and REGRET.
but i really don't know what should i do.
i don't want to follow what you have planned.
i wanna be ME, myself, and less like you.
why not ?
Blogged, Joey.
