Last day of February

how time flies..im running outta time >< !!

today was kinda a shittie day for me..

yes..go on..

humiliate me however u like..

say whatever u like to make people hate me..

i won't say a word coz u're just degrading urself doing that

no teachers would say that about their own students even after they've put in so much effort

unless that person is really retarded..like u

i don't wana talk bad bout u nemore..

makes my mood nt good only..

neways aftern my bro came back from school

i told him i was in a bad mood coz someone just talked bad bout me behind my back

he said don't give a damn..without those people i'm still able to live on..

ignore what people say behind ur back or u'll be acting like an idiot..

so what if u've lotsa friends...how many u manage to keep ?

useless if u don't have  any REAL friends..

realized he knows more than i do... =(

then he bought me coke and ice lemon tea ^^

of course i was vry happy and we shared half half of it plus a pack twisties..(x gemuk pun hairan)

hahaha..thank you...so touched and thankful...

i love coke <3

Dear God, please ...for heaven's sake..

bless me a better tomorrow..

i've made mistakes

i've apologized and fixed it

just please...hope everything goes well for me ..

k ??

"You shouldn't sacrifice who you are just because someone has a problem with it. If they don't like you for who you are, then its their loss."- PassionQuotes

Arius ! hakunamatata...

Blogged, Joey.

Stereotypes........ @@

I’m a lesbian, so I must have a crush on every girl I see.
 I have alot of guy friends, so I must be fucking every single one of them.
I smile alot, so I must have the perfect life.
I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.
My opinion matters, so I must be a snob.
I’m black, so I must be ghetto.
I’m black, so I must be stupid.
I’m Mexican, so I must be low class.
I’m bisexual, so I must get around.
I’m straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.
I like to drink, so I must be an alcoholic.
I don’t hang out with guys, so I must be a lesbian.
I cut myself, so I must be emo.
I’m bisexual, so I must be fucking my straight best friend.
I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.
I like spending my day at home, so I don’t have any friends.
I am gay, so I must be bullied.
Most of my friends are dudes, so I must be a tomboy.
I’m on Tumblr, so I must have zero friends in real life.
I’m a Muslim, so I must be a terrorist.
I make alot of mistakes, so I must be stupid/retarded.
I strongly defend LGBT, so I must be gay.
I’m from a broken family, so I must be a rebel.
I like rasta colors, so I must smoke weed.
I’ve had sex, so I must be a slut.
I’ve made mistakes, so I must be untrustworthy.
I’m a Filipino, so I must be a maid.
I’m a Politician, so I must be corrupt.
I’m Blonde, so I must be really stupid.
I’m wearing a black shirt, so I must be emo.
I wear make up, so I must be a flirt.
I am a teenager, so I must be misunderstood.
I am friends with stoners, so I must be one too I
I am human, so I must be labeled.
Forever reblog.

So true......

whoever came up with this, is a genius.

I’m enthusiastic, so I must have the best life

I’m a cutter, so I must be an emo.

(Source: willyoubemyescape)

end of PK1 ^^

heeez :D finally finished the 1st test in 2011..to all 5M students.. all the best in the upcoming exams.. :D well ...today had Physics during morning and Civic before school finishes..happened to wake up late today.. :(

i was in a hurry and i folded my pyjamas pants into a shorts, it was something like this...

and yes i wore it...hahaha..put on my uniform.. get tidied up and went to the bus stand straight to wait for a taxi to school... when i saw one coming, i went onto the road and waved at the taxi.. and OMG..the pants slipped down !!!!! argh...!!! ><

and the taxi was FULL....@@.. and so.. i ran back to the bus stand and a nurse waiting for her fren asked me " asal kenapa patah balik ?? "... i answered " selurar saya terlalu panjang " LoL ....  i sat down and folded my pants up into a shorts again..the nurse was like " lipat dua kali..ah ah..macam tu..yaya " hahaha..

neways, had a ride on  anoth taxi and studied physics chapter 1 for the 1st time..i oni started this morning =.=

fortunately, heard that i passed it...i knw pass is not enough but for me, it's acceptable @@...

after physics paper, since we'll be having Civic so no one gives a damn about it.. chi-chattin in class..

i told wenny and mj about my pants incident and they kept laughing...i knw it's kinda funny but it's also vry xia suey..haiz..

recess time i had fried rice mummy prepared for us this morning ^^ happy happy ... :D

after recess helped wenny at library to wrap some encyclopedias..after finished helping out..mj and i started playing.. she was playing a role of a drug addict begging for money from me, her mom... haha.. she was like drug-thirsty gasping for air and kept begging for money fro me.. i was like " 我没有钱!我没有钱!" hahha !! swt.... then we started chasing each other...my pants slipped down again !!! but didn't wana let mj catch me so i kept running..meanwhile was vry scared i might slip coz the library's floor is very slippery...haha..had a crazy time oni the 3 of us in the library... ^^...

 

back to class , i was informed with a heartbreaking news...which is I FAILED ADDMATHS.. DENG DENG DENG !! (epic thundering music) why ??? i thought i kinda knw that chapter ??!!! omg.. wht should i tell mummy ...fern said bcoz i owez day-dream... @@.......omg... now wat to tell mommy ?? i am doomed !!

felt lifeless and went up to the bus after school....a primary one mei mei called me leng lui jie jie ..haha..so happy... XD ... had bagua sandwich as lunch and soya milk that mommy bought ^^..vry enjoyable lunch..

updated danny's blog and day-dream again..went to tuition received a sms from a uber fat bitch.. actually ordering me to do things !!! nabu cibai..give u this o0o !! nah !! although i don't wana sound bad , still i thk u're dumb and ugly. fuck off my life or i'll give u another o0o .. !!! 

so.. have to calm down and go do my homework now..cibai po u go eat ur  shit and die...

( please ignore the fact that i'm vry rude when cursing )  :o

helloww ...calm down calm down !!!

Blogged, Joey.

豁出去了

真的。

就这样豁出去了

不就什么也不用害怕+担心了吗?

不是就不是

没有就没有

辛苦就辛苦

丢脸就丢脸

来吧！我行的！！

我答应自己·

要撑得下去。。

嗯..

黄嘉彬。。

加油加油 ！！！！

你可以的

EFFORTS = ZERO

=( ...

don't wana sound emo but..

feel like crying now... T^T

izit true that all my efforts i put in always equal to zero ??

i paid tons of hardwork to get here..

but it all turns up that no one even give a damn about it..

why ?? is the effort not enough ??

or i put in the wrong effort ??

but whatefver it is..

it all equals to nothing now..

it's gone...and i can't do anything to save it..

T^T.... so you, please don't make my mood nt good nemore..

i scared i will really jump off from the roof or chop off my hand..

nah...just kidding..

but feeling so down right now man...

im an emo kid ='( sniffss....

neways, i did something today that i thought i will NEVER do..OMG @@

when mj was standing next to me..

she suddenly came and pulled mj away saying that she's got something to tell..

(that has been daily occurance)....

i don't know where did that courage came from

i grabbed mj's hand didn't wana let go..

the moment she saw i grabbing mj's hand, she let go..

i was super shocked for what i did..

i told wenny bout this but she said im very 'wu liao '

what ? no... she owez pull mj away from me..

i just did a small thing to prevent it from happening

later on, i had my PK1 test..

BM i don't know how to bina ayat for ketepatan and i thounght my writing skill for rumusan sucked

BI too blur... i did it on the wrong paper..but manage to finish copying on answer sheet on time

Moral..WTF ?? i memorized the nilai like shit but still i wrote it wrong for harga diri and hemah tinggi

Sejarah haiz..nothing to talk about..can do cannot do like that..

and before that, wenny told me that she din study yesterday coz she was wasting time..lol..

i think she can still score well although she din do revision for sejarah

plus she was havin PMS ??? lol...

it's nevermind if u don't get what does that mean

lol...

and im still kinda happy for what i did this morning

and down that my efforts weren't recognized..

oh well

feeling whole lot better now..

heeee :D

hey...gimme a smile :D !!! wheee.....

and these god damn mosquitos just won't quit biting me !!!

argh !!! ><

Blogged, Joey.

Monday Sucks ...!

aww mien..
what are Mondays for ?
it doesn't feel good when u go to school after u get some rest during weekends..
Monday should be a holiday too...
at least schooling on Tuesdays is more acceptable..
coz I HATE ASSEMBLIES..
this morning as usual during assembly..
Thank God headmistress wasn't around..phew..
and that penolong headmistress guy announced that our school memang BEST..
WTF ??
a parent just called up BEGGING sch authority to allow her daughter study in this sch..
double WTF ???!!!
and then he started explaining why this sch is dope
1.we can have ice-creams after  larian perdana
2.the teachers are so good
3.the environment is so clean and comforting..
aww <3..
 
but..from my point of view..this school totally SUCKASS  !!
1st, we paid for the ice-creams..hello ??!!
2nd, the teachers are god damn NOOBS (including the headmistress), GOOD MY ASS.
3rd,they haven't been renovating for..i don't know..super long..?
4th, this sch is like still living in the past...u knw..still on kuku island..
5th, the teachers and principal are total hypocrites..big ass liars..
6th, eat ur money thn got lah..ask us pay here pay there and they'll spend on unnecessary stuff
okay ?? clear..??
trust me, please don't ..NEVER come here..
wrong choice..regret for life..nah-uh ...
i started studying eversince i entered this sch...seriously..
coz the teachers can't even teach !!! duh ..!!

watever, i've been FACE-BOOKING today..
not that facebook..the real face book..lol..
coz having PK1 tomorrow.. =(
maybe better than last year's coz slightly can adapt to the format..
last year was like randomly having tests and didn't even know what the format is..
walao eh....result memang like shit.. ><

ooo yea...~

oh well..so 'early' now..

time for bed... =)

nitey nites ..^^

Blogged, Joey.

Whee ...!!

hellow..it's 6.30am in the morning !! ><
argh...had to use now or else mum won't allow me during night time..
neways, dad said that he's bringing ahma back so she won't feel lonely at BP ..
oh YESH YUSH YUSH !! XD
i miss ahma :)
hoping she could come asap coz she gives the best hugs ever ^^
and kakak and do the housework ..wahaha..

Oh Emmm Geee ,
havin test tomorrow..
shittie..
i havent reli get to study coz distracted by lotsa stuff,
altho din use comp at all..lol
have to go to sch and group study with friends baru can concentrate..

and hopefully things will go well for me ...
camp, test, etc ..
seriously need chemistry tutoring..
i SUCK in that ><

aww  kinda miss dajie.. =(
altho we'll qurrel most of the time she comes back..
but i must appreciate the time before she goes to UK..
family only got one...
altho we quarrel evday ><

okie !! buh-bye !!
off to school babey ....!!
hugs hugs ...^^
muacx muax muax !!

bye bye ^^ !!

Blogged, Joey.

Holding Hands :'(

am very very sad today.. :"(
i remember i promised myself never ever hold mj's hands again..
but today i fa hiao hold her hands..
as expected she asked me to LET GO..
of course i refused to..
but it only lasted for a while..
i let go my hand.. :(
i don't know why ??
last time she wouldn't mind whenver i hold her hands
but now... it's sad =(
after recess , when on the way to Moral lesson
i saw with my own eyes..
she holding mj's hands right in-front of me..
i was VERY ANGRY when i saw that !!
i am very sure that she did that on purpose...
wanted to punch her in her face !!!
argh !!!
not only that, she laid on mj's shoulder..WTF ??!!
when i hold her hands, she gets angry and shout at me..
but when she holds her hands and even leaning on her shoulder..
she allows and never say a word !!!
macaopukimak !!! ><
i got reli pissed and didn't wana talk to mj..
i raised my voice at her when she came to my seat..

after i reached home..
i felt reli guilty for what i did at school..
but should i ??
is it my fault ??
i felt reli down..
where's the 'feeling' i had before ??
can we go back in time ??
can i stop getting pissed because of her ??
and so..
i texted an apologizing msg to mj..
telling her sorry about this morning..
but i just wish..
both of us can be like before..
老公 and 老婆 :)

hold hands whenver or wherever it is..
is this possible ??

i'm sorry about today..
Blogged, Joey.

Study Lo ~~ :P

the other day..
i told Xue Wen about an e-mail i read few years back..
it's about a British stating that most of Malaysians prefer studiying only Law..
Why ??
Cause' whenever a British asks a Malaysian why they come to England
They would answer ...
" Study lo...."
haaahaaa !! swt =.= "
laugh die when i thought of that joke~

neways..
during add-maths period this morning
i was doing my English essay..
tuition teacher had already finished teaching us that chapter
and so i kinda ignore add-maths for the sake of finishing my essay
unfortunately the cute little teacher came checking evyone's book !!
argh...i tak perasan until he was in-front of me..
then he said an effing thg
"Drop addmaths larh !!! "
o0o !!!  trying to concentrate la bodoh !!!
my freedom and my right whether i wana drop or not...
freakin hate that bloody asshole...

many times ady..
freakin hate teachers bias towards those so-called smart students
that means i'm stupid ???!! zzz....


oh well, forget that..
it's Kang Nie's birthday today..~!!
we sang her bday song in class her this morning in many versions
English , Chinese , Malay and even Cantonese..lol~
and she distributed packets of drinks and yummy snacks during recess
to each and everyone of us in class !! :D
so nice right ?? haha...
we all got Wong Lo Kat (王老吉) for our drinks..~
Malay classmates kept asking if it's halal or not.. -.-"
reli thanks to Kang Nie :)
Happy Birthday to you ...~

oink oink..Happy Birthday !!

then we had chinese paper after school
omg ...!!! i confirm mati kongkakiao ....
wth was on the paper ??!!
i reli don't get 文言文 at all ... T^T !!
sien la....
luckily memorized the format for 通告 ..
if not die oso tak tau nak macam mana..

night time mummy cooked mee sua for dinner
yum yum yummy ^^
nice nice..~ thanks mummy ...
after eating i went to add-maths tuition straight..
kinda happy i can understand what's teacher's teaching..
altho not reli pro ^^ll
hopefully i can pass PK1's addmaths with 50 ++
chiong chiong chiong ~!!!
Sejarah and Moral on Tuesday ??!!!
argh >< !!!
but so lazy to study leh now..
go drink my Wong Lo Kat  bah...
haaa haaa :D

Blogged, Joey.

outing outing :D !!!

hahaha,,,~
actually kinda hapie 2day ^^ ~
coz went outing v angel..hehe..
coz we were so sick of valentines..=(
she's my old old friend since primary school..
gosh i missed her so much.. =(
1.30pm we met up at Marry Brown..
u know ?? 没礼貌?? haha..
had a rm5 lunch together
and omg..she slimmed down so much
then she asked me hw come im 发福-ing ??
i told her evtime im in bad mood i'll eat/drink as much as i can
she said that's NOT GOOD !!
try some other way to make myself feel better
no mood to talk bout tat coz my mood was like shit
neways we took a pic a marry brown..
here it is..^^

then we went to chiong K..~!!
woohoo...!! XD
before that we had to wait till 3pm coz malays praying or sumth
wth??!!
then we walked walked...
3.30pm ady pun belum open !! =.=
then went upstairs till the 8th floor ..

in the lift..................

reach 8th floor ady...
woots  !!! the 1st time im lookin at segamat from a VERY HIGH view..
so nice..wind breeze was so comforting ..:D
feel kinda great as i wasnt in a gd mood too..

haha xiao po angel wind blowing oso wana take pic....

lepak lepak at 8th floor
manatau 4pm pun belum open !!! @@ !!
waited for 1 hour ady leh.. =.=
the ask them faster open lor..
haiz...segamat 1 and only chiong K site..
but enjoyed singing too ^^~
haha...what a relief !!
and i cried when angel singing ‘我怀念的’ and ‘我不配’
u knw..the mv is so sad ='(
luckily she gave me a piece of tissue .. :')

after that went to amour yumcha
hhaha..yumcha is a must ...^^
took pics tho ..

^^....^^

@.@ !!!!

 haha...