EFFORTS = ZERO

=( ...

don't wana sound emo but..

feel like crying now... T^T

izit true that all my efforts i put in always equal to zero ??

i paid tons of hardwork to get here..

but it all turns up that no one even give a damn about it..

why ?? is the effort not enough ??

or i put in the wrong effort ??

but whatefver it is..

it all equals to nothing now..

it's gone...and i can't do anything to save it..

T^T.... so you, please don't make my mood nt good nemore..

i scared i will really jump off from the roof or chop off my hand..

nah...just kidding..

but feeling so down right now man...

im an emo kid ='( sniffss....

neways, i did something today that i thought i will NEVER do..OMG @@

when mj was standing next to me..

she suddenly came and pulled mj away saying that she's got something to tell..

(that has been daily occurance)....

i don't know where did that courage came from

i grabbed mj's hand didn't wana let go..

the moment she saw i grabbing mj's hand, she let go..

i was super shocked for what i did..

i told wenny bout this but she said im very 'wu liao '

what ? no... she owez pull mj away from me..

i just did a small thing to prevent it from happening

later on, i had my PK1 test..

BM i don't know how to bina ayat for ketepatan and i thounght my writing skill for rumusan sucked

BI too blur... i did it on the wrong paper..but manage to finish copying on answer sheet on time

Moral..WTF ?? i memorized the nilai like shit but still i wrote it wrong for harga diri and hemah tinggi

Sejarah haiz..nothing to talk about..can do cannot do like that..

and before that, wenny told me that she din study yesterday coz she was wasting time..lol..

i think she can still score well although she din do revision for sejarah

plus she was havin PMS ??? lol...

it's nevermind if u don't get what does that mean

lol...

and im still kinda happy for what i did this morning

and down that my efforts weren't recognized..

oh well

feeling whole lot better now..

heeee :D

hey...gimme a smile :D !!! wheee.....

and these god damn mosquitos just won't quit biting me !!!

argh !!! ><

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