Last day of February

how time flies..im running outta time >< !!

today was kinda a shittie day for me..

yes..go on..

humiliate me however u like..

say whatever u like to make people hate me..

i won't say a word coz u're just degrading urself doing that

no teachers would say that about their own students even after they've put in so much effort

unless that person is really retarded..like u

i don't wana talk bad bout u nemore..

makes my mood nt good only..

neways aftern my bro came back from school

i told him i was in a bad mood coz someone just talked bad bout me behind my back

he said don't give a damn..without those people i'm still able to live on..

ignore what people say behind ur back or u'll be acting like an idiot..

so what if u've lotsa friends...how many u manage to keep ?

useless if u don't have  any REAL friends..

realized he knows more than i do... =(

then he bought me coke and ice lemon tea ^^

of course i was vry happy and we shared half half of it plus a pack twisties..(x gemuk pun hairan)

hahaha..thank you...so touched and thankful...

i love coke <3

Dear God, please ...for heaven's sake..

bless me a better tomorrow..

i've made mistakes

i've apologized and fixed it

just please...hope everything goes well for me ..

k ??

"You shouldn't sacrifice who you are just because someone has a problem with it. If they don't like you for who you are, then its their loss."- PassionQuotes

Arius ! hakunamatata...

Blogged, Joey.

Stereotypes........ @@

I’m a lesbian, so I must have a crush on every girl I see.
 I have alot of guy friends, so I must be fucking every single one of them.
I smile alot, so I must have the perfect life.
I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.
My opinion matters, so I must be a snob.
I’m black, so I must be ghetto.
I’m black, so I must be stupid.
I’m Mexican, so I must be low class.
I’m bisexual, so I must get around.
I’m straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.
I like to drink, so I must be an alcoholic.
I don’t hang out with guys, so I must be a lesbian.
I cut myself, so I must be emo.
I’m bisexual, so I must be fucking my straight best friend.
I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.
I like spending my day at home, so I don’t have any friends.
I am gay, so I must be bullied.
Most of my friends are dudes, so I must be a tomboy.
I’m on Tumblr, so I must have zero friends in real life.
I’m a Muslim, so I must be a terrorist.
I make alot of mistakes, so I must be stupid/retarded.
I strongly defend LGBT, so I must be gay.
I’m from a broken family, so I must be a rebel.
I like rasta colors, so I must smoke weed.
I’ve had sex, so I must be a slut.
I’ve made mistakes, so I must be untrustworthy.
I’m a Filipino, so I must be a maid.
I’m a Politician, so I must be corrupt.
I’m Blonde, so I must be really stupid.
I’m wearing a black shirt, so I must be emo.
I wear make up, so I must be a flirt.
I am a teenager, so I must be misunderstood.
I am friends with stoners, so I must be one too I
I am human, so I must be labeled.
Forever reblog.

So true......

whoever came up with this, is a genius.

I’m enthusiastic, so I must have the best life

I’m a cutter, so I must be an emo.

(Source: willyoubemyescape)

end of PK1 ^^

heeez :D finally finished the 1st test in 2011..to all 5M students.. all the best in the upcoming exams.. :D well ...today had Physics during morning and Civic before school finishes..happened to wake up late today.. :(

i was in a hurry and i folded my pyjamas pants into a shorts, it was something like this...

and yes i wore it...hahaha..put on my uniform.. get tidied up and went to the bus stand straight to wait for a taxi to school... when i saw one coming, i went onto the road and waved at the taxi.. and OMG..the pants slipped down !!!!! argh...!!! ><

and the taxi was FULL....@@.. and so.. i ran back to the bus stand and a nurse waiting for her fren asked me " asal kenapa patah balik ?? "... i answered " selurar saya terlalu panjang " LoL ....  i sat down and folded my pants up into a shorts again..the nurse was like " lipat dua kali..ah ah..macam tu..yaya " hahaha..

neways, had a ride on  anoth taxi and studied physics chapter 1 for the 1st time..i oni started this morning =.=

fortunately, heard that i passed it...i knw pass is not enough but for me, it's acceptable @@...

after physics paper, since we'll be having Civic so no one gives a damn about it.. chi-chattin in class..

i told wenny and mj about my pants incident and they kept laughing...i knw it's kinda funny but it's also vry xia suey..haiz..

recess time i had fried rice mummy prepared for us this morning ^^ happy happy ... :D

after recess helped wenny at library to wrap some encyclopedias..after finished helping out..mj and i started playing.. she was playing a role of a drug addict begging for money from me, her mom... haha.. she was like drug-thirsty gasping for air and kept begging for money fro me.. i was like " 我没有钱!我没有钱!" hahha !! swt.... then we started chasing each other...my pants slipped down again !!! but didn't wana let mj catch me so i kept running..meanwhile was vry scared i might slip coz the library's floor is very slippery...haha..had a crazy time oni the 3 of us in the library... ^^...

 

back to class , i was informed with a heartbreaking news...which is I FAILED ADDMATHS.. DENG DENG DENG !! (epic thundering music) why ??? i thought i kinda knw that chapter ??!!! omg.. wht should i tell mummy ...fern said bcoz i owez day-dream... @@.......omg... now wat to tell mommy ?? i am doomed !!

felt lifeless and went up to the bus after school....a primary one mei mei called me leng lui jie jie ..haha..so happy... XD ... had bagua sandwich as lunch and soya milk that mommy bought ^^..vry enjoyable lunch..

updated danny's blog and day-dream again..went to tuition received a sms from a uber fat bitch.. actually ordering me to do things !!! nabu cibai..give u this o0o !! nah !! although i don't wana sound bad , still i thk u're dumb and ugly. fuck off my life or i'll give u another o0o .. !!! 

so.. have to calm down and go do my homework now..cibai po u go eat ur  shit and die...

( please ignore the fact that i'm vry rude when cursing )  :o

helloww ...calm down calm down !!!

Blogged, Joey.

豁出去了

真的。

就这样豁出去了

不就什么也不用害怕+担心了吗?

不是就不是

没有就没有

辛苦就辛苦

丢脸就丢脸

来吧！我行的！！

我答应自己·

要撑得下去。。

嗯..

黄嘉彬。。

加油加油 ！！！！

你可以的

EFFORTS = ZERO

=( ...

don't wana sound emo but..

feel like crying now... T^T

izit true that all my efforts i put in always equal to zero ??

i paid tons of hardwork to get here..

but it all turns up that no one even give a damn about it..

why ?? is the effort not enough ??

or i put in the wrong effort ??

but whatefver it is..

it all equals to nothing now..

it's gone...and i can't do anything to save it..

T^T.... so you, please don't make my mood nt good nemore..

i scared i will really jump off from the roof or chop off my hand..

nah...just kidding..

but feeling so down right now man...

im an emo kid ='( sniffss....

neways, i did something today that i thought i will NEVER do..OMG @@

when mj was standing next to me..

she suddenly came and pulled mj away saying that she's got something to tell..

(that has been daily occurance)....

i don't know where did that courage came from

i grabbed mj's hand didn't wana let go..

the moment she saw i grabbing mj's hand, she let go..

i was super shocked for what i did..

i told wenny bout this but she said im very 'wu liao '

what ? no... she owez pull mj away from me..

i just did a small thing to prevent it from happening

later on, i had my PK1 test..

BM i don't know how to bina ayat for ketepatan and i thounght my writing skill for rumusan sucked

BI too blur... i did it on the wrong paper..but manage to finish copying on answer sheet on time

Moral..WTF ?? i memorized the nilai like shit but still i wrote it wrong for harga diri and hemah tinggi

Sejarah haiz..nothing to talk about..can do cannot do like that..

and before that, wenny told me that she din study yesterday coz she was wasting time..lol..

i think she can still score well although she din do revision for sejarah

plus she was havin PMS ??? lol...

it's nevermind if u don't get what does that mean

lol...

and im still kinda happy for what i did this morning

and down that my efforts weren't recognized..

oh well

feeling whole lot better now..

heeee :D

hey...gimme a smile :D !!! wheee.....

and these god damn mosquitos just won't quit biting me !!!

argh !!! ><

Blogged, Joey.

Monday Sucks ...!

aww mien..
what are Mondays for ?
it doesn't feel good when u go to school after u get some rest during weekends..
Monday should be a holiday too...
at least schooling on Tuesdays is more acceptable..
coz I HATE ASSEMBLIES..
this morning as usual during assembly..
Thank God headmistress wasn't around..phew..
and that penolong headmistress guy announced that our school memang BEST..
WTF ??
a parent just called up BEGGING sch authority to allow her daughter study in this sch..
double WTF ???!!!
and then he started explaining why this sch is dope
1.we can have ice-creams after  larian perdana
2.the teachers are so good
3.the environment is so clean and comforting..
aww <3..
 
but..from my point of view..this school totally SUCKASS  !!
1st, we paid for the ice-creams..hello ??!!
2nd, the teachers are god damn NOOBS (including the headmistress), GOOD MY ASS.
3rd,they haven't been renovating for..i don't know..super long..?
4th, this sch is like still living in the past...u knw..still on kuku island..
5th, the teachers and principal are total hypocrites..big ass liars..
6th, eat ur money thn got lah..ask us pay here pay there and they'll spend on unnecessary stuff
okay ?? clear..??
trust me, please don't ..NEVER come here..
wrong choice..regret for life..nah-uh ...
i started studying eversince i entered this sch...seriously..
coz the teachers can't even teach !!! duh ..!!

watever, i've been FACE-BOOKING today..
not that facebook..the real face book..lol..
coz having PK1 tomorrow.. =(
maybe better than last year's coz slightly can adapt to the format..
last year was like randomly having tests and didn't even know what the format is..
walao eh....result memang like shit.. ><

ooo yea...~

oh well..so 'early' now..

time for bed... =)

nitey nites ..^^

Blogged, Joey.

Whee ...!!

hellow..it's 6.30am in the morning !! ><
argh...had to use now or else mum won't allow me during night time..
neways, dad said that he's bringing ahma back so she won't feel lonely at BP ..
oh YESH YUSH YUSH !! XD
i miss ahma :)
hoping she could come asap coz she gives the best hugs ever ^^
and kakak and do the housework ..wahaha..

Oh Emmm Geee ,
havin test tomorrow..
shittie..
i havent reli get to study coz distracted by lotsa stuff,
altho din use comp at all..lol
have to go to sch and group study with friends baru can concentrate..

and hopefully things will go well for me ...
camp, test, etc ..
seriously need chemistry tutoring..
i SUCK in that ><

aww  kinda miss dajie.. =(
altho we'll qurrel most of the time she comes back..
but i must appreciate the time before she goes to UK..
family only got one...
altho we quarrel evday ><

okie !! buh-bye !!
off to school babey ....!!
hugs hugs ...^^
muacx muax muax !!

bye bye ^^ !!

Blogged, Joey.

Holding Hands :'(

am very very sad today.. :"(
i remember i promised myself never ever hold mj's hands again..
but today i fa hiao hold her hands..
as expected she asked me to LET GO..
of course i refused to..
but it only lasted for a while..
i let go my hand.. :(
i don't know why ??
last time she wouldn't mind whenver i hold her hands
but now... it's sad =(
after recess , when on the way to Moral lesson
i saw with my own eyes..
she holding mj's hands right in-front of me..
i was VERY ANGRY when i saw that !!
i am very sure that she did that on purpose...
wanted to punch her in her face !!!
argh !!!
not only that, she laid on mj's shoulder..WTF ??!!
when i hold her hands, she gets angry and shout at me..
but when she holds her hands and even leaning on her shoulder..
she allows and never say a word !!!
macaopukimak !!! ><
i got reli pissed and didn't wana talk to mj..
i raised my voice at her when she came to my seat..

after i reached home..
i felt reli guilty for what i did at school..
but should i ??
is it my fault ??
i felt reli down..
where's the 'feeling' i had before ??
can we go back in time ??
can i stop getting pissed because of her ??
and so..
i texted an apologizing msg to mj..
telling her sorry about this morning..
but i just wish..
both of us can be like before..
老公 and 老婆 :)

hold hands whenver or wherever it is..
is this possible ??

i'm sorry about today..
Blogged, Joey.

Study Lo ~~ :P

the other day..
i told Xue Wen about an e-mail i read few years back..
it's about a British stating that most of Malaysians prefer studiying only Law..
Why ??
Cause' whenever a British asks a Malaysian why they come to England
They would answer ...
" Study lo...."
haaahaaa !! swt =.= "
laugh die when i thought of that joke~

neways..
during add-maths period this morning
i was doing my English essay..
tuition teacher had already finished teaching us that chapter
and so i kinda ignore add-maths for the sake of finishing my essay
unfortunately the cute little teacher came checking evyone's book !!
argh...i tak perasan until he was in-front of me..
then he said an effing thg
"Drop addmaths larh !!! "
o0o !!!  trying to concentrate la bodoh !!!
my freedom and my right whether i wana drop or not...
freakin hate that bloody asshole...

many times ady..
freakin hate teachers bias towards those so-called smart students
that means i'm stupid ???!! zzz....


oh well, forget that..
it's Kang Nie's birthday today..~!!
we sang her bday song in class her this morning in many versions
English , Chinese , Malay and even Cantonese..lol~
and she distributed packets of drinks and yummy snacks during recess
to each and everyone of us in class !! :D
so nice right ?? haha...
we all got Wong Lo Kat (王老吉) for our drinks..~
Malay classmates kept asking if it's halal or not.. -.-"
reli thanks to Kang Nie :)
Happy Birthday to you ...~

oink oink..Happy Birthday !!

then we had chinese paper after school
omg ...!!! i confirm mati kongkakiao ....
wth was on the paper ??!!
i reli don't get 文言文 at all ... T^T !!
sien la....
luckily memorized the format for 通告 ..
if not die oso tak tau nak macam mana..

night time mummy cooked mee sua for dinner
yum yum yummy ^^
nice nice..~ thanks mummy ...
after eating i went to add-maths tuition straight..
kinda happy i can understand what's teacher's teaching..
altho not reli pro ^^ll
hopefully i can pass PK1's addmaths with 50 ++
chiong chiong chiong ~!!!
Sejarah and Moral on Tuesday ??!!!
argh >< !!!
but so lazy to study leh now..
go drink my Wong Lo Kat  bah...
haaa haaa :D

Blogged, Joey.

outing outing :D !!!

hahaha,,,~
actually kinda hapie 2day ^^ ~
coz went outing v angel..hehe..
coz we were so sick of valentines..=(
she's my old old friend since primary school..
gosh i missed her so much.. =(
1.30pm we met up at Marry Brown..
u know ?? 没礼貌?? haha..
had a rm5 lunch together
and omg..she slimmed down so much
then she asked me hw come im 发福-ing ??
i told her evtime im in bad mood i'll eat/drink as much as i can
she said that's NOT GOOD !!
try some other way to make myself feel better
no mood to talk bout tat coz my mood was like shit
neways we took a pic a marry brown..
here it is..^^

then we went to chiong K..~!!
woohoo...!! XD
before that we had to wait till 3pm coz malays praying or sumth
wth??!!
then we walked walked...
3.30pm ady pun belum open !! =.=
then went upstairs till the 8th floor ..

in the lift..................

reach 8th floor ady...
woots  !!! the 1st time im lookin at segamat from a VERY HIGH view..
so nice..wind breeze was so comforting ..:D
feel kinda great as i wasnt in a gd mood too..

haha xiao po angel wind blowing oso wana take pic....

lepak lepak at 8th floor
manatau 4pm pun belum open !!! @@ !!
waited for 1 hour ady leh.. =.=
the ask them faster open lor..
haiz...segamat 1 and only chiong K site..
but enjoyed singing too ^^~
haha...what a relief !!
and i cried when angel singing ‘我怀念的’ and ‘我不配’
u knw..the mv is so sad ='(
luckily she gave me a piece of tissue .. :')

after that went to amour yumcha
hhaha..yumcha is a must ...^^
took pics tho ..

^^....^^

@.@ !!!!

 haha...

我伤心..
我失望..
该逗我笑的人却理都不理我
我自己疗伤
我自己想办法
我一切自己来
你不管我
我没关系
我只要你还记得我
拜托你不要每次都跟她出去好不好？？
我叫你出又不要
她叫你就可以
我牵你手
大声喊叫我放开
她牵你手
你让她牵
我不讨人喜欢
只是一个烦人的肥婆
每天只会粘住你
因为你是我身边好重要的人
我在乎你
我关心你
可是有时你连理都不理我
还会在众人面前大声骂我
我会放开

不会再38 38 就去牵你的手
不会再晚上找你煲电话粥
不会在叫你宝贝
把你在电话里的名字
换去普通朋友名字了
我退出
不然我会失去更多

情人节

今年情人节
真是让我不知该哭还是笑
我感到很欣慰
因为我收到了好多巧克力
怎么说叻？
巧克力吃了感觉好甜~好温馨 ^^
敏洁也送我了..哈哈 !!
收到的时候真的开心..
可是我开信的时候
好失望
难道她是因为剪了我的头发才送我的吗？
如果她没剪我头发
她还会送我吗？
其实我真的好生气
气的不是因为她剪了我的头发
是因为她剪了过后竟然还笑得出来??!!
剪我头发很好玩吗?? T^T !!
不过我应该庆幸..至少她送了我
这是意料之外的..
我还是会好好珍惜

放学过后有开会
我还是去了
他们说学校出信了我什么都挽回不了的..
我知道都是我的错
但是你有必要把事情搞到这样吗？
真的吗？就这样什么地位也没有了吗?
我不想说她很烂很hiao之类的
我也不介意有人代替我
问题是...她行吗？
有时候叫她做那点小事都没做
就好像今天
明明前几天都叫她通知老师了
可是老师说她不知道
我就说那跟我无关我早就交代她通知了
可是老师硬要保住她
从头到尾都说是我的错...
啊啊啊啊啊！！！

说真的！我放不下！！！
你们知道我付出了多少吗？？
钱，精力，时间。。
现在换来的却是一场空
我失望....
真的好失望..

很假..这世界上的人都好假
在我面前说她的不是
可是在她同伴面前说她很好 ...
哈哈哈哈 ！！
哭笑不得...
我服了你们

刚才过马路的时候..
为了这种东西烦着在讲电话
老弟就喊有车！！！
我还是在讲电话
他就一手拉了我的袖子
说我再这样迟早给车撞..
哈哈哈..老弟很可爱
我很白痴...
为什么明明跟我无关却还要帮忙？？
sot 的。。。

我要敷面膜..
吃汉堡包..
去马六甲玩..
去吃好吃的..
笑道肚子痛
哈哈哈。。。
我不哭 :D
每天开开心心的..
就让我这样过活。。
好吗？？？

Kim Sam Soon

ｈｏｌｌａ　ａｍｉｇｏ　＝Ｄ
the other day i finished sapu-ing a korean drama~
'My Lovely Kim Sam Soon' ~
haha ~ not bad nerh this drama ..
made me laughed and cried so hard :D
the thing is ..kim sam soon this girl..~
30 years old~
she's funny at times and things goes with her mood..
she refuses to go to work when she's moody..
like..she stops working when she broke up with her bf
fyi, she's a pro baker.. =D
she bakes reli beautiful and delicious cakes or cookies
but she won't force herself to work her ass off when she doesn't have the mood

She thought to herself..
why is maintaining a relationship so hard ??
and so..
she promised herself..
never fall for boys and cry for them nemore

but as time goes by,
she'll accidentally fall in love with someone again
u know...accidentally in love ^^ ~
when she gets hurt
tears came rolling on her cheeks
she'll start blaming herself for not being perfect, pretty etc etc..
sounds pathetic right ?
but she'll start all over again
gain a new life,,~:D
she climbed a mountain at Jeju island ALL BY HERSELF~
shouting on the top of the moutain :
'Kim Sam Soon !!! FORGET HIM !!!'
Lol...kinda cool right ??
i should be like her one day
but i hope i will be married to Gan Jiang Han before thirty
whee~~~

YEAH ~
hwaiting ~
hwaiting ~
hwaiting ~!!

and Dear God
bless me a better tomorrow please
i need it..
10 kiu !! :D ~

I WANT MY CAMP TO BE A SUCCESSFUL ONE !!!
Huat arr !!!  
Heng arrr !!!!!

super long blog.. :D !!

ｈｅｅｅｈｅｅ　：Ｄ
hv mood to update blog today ...
duno y ner..
i dont reli enjoy CNY this year..
but as long as i can gather v WHOLE BIG NG FAMILY
i am satisfied .. ~~ :)
segamat was badly flooded during CNY..
thank God i shifted to on top of the hill a few years back
seriously ..the water level arnd my old hse was 10 feet high !!
10 feet !! @@ !!
can u blif tat ??
but we had to go back to BP to celebrate v my dear ahma..
and so we used another road and longer time to reach thr
owhhh emm gee....i missed ahma so much .. !!

new year's eve was an absolutely incredible one..^^
makan reunion dinner..woots !!
our family got 20 ppl..so big u knw ~
gather at a small dining room and had a great meal together..
i love love LOVE that feeling...
noisy but can feel the warmth =D ~
plus quite some time din go back BP ady..
omg when can we go back again ??
 then then~
u knw..sgmt is not as advanced as bp..:(
when the clock striked 12..
BP was like 'bim bam BOOM' !! XD !!
i could lotsa lotsa LOTSA kong ming deng in the sky ~~
for d 1st time of my life !! ^^
then we went to temple and bai bai..
sicek and his wife lighted a kong ming deng.. =D
for the first time in my life i touched a kong ming deng ..woohoo!!
din knw it needs a squary thingy for the fire
it's like a hot air ballon..cool ~
omg im so sakai..aiks..
i noticed our family sumtimes reli ignore ahma
aikz..ahma ar ahma..

then 'chu yi'
we held NG's family tradition(ambil angpau ceremony)
then boonkee's children turn to ambil angpau
dajie, jas , julie and i created a dance ????
which is kinda awkward when doing it..lol...
after that i followed eric gorgor and family to bai bai
at 'na du gong ' and 'ma zhor geng '
jigordiu told me na du gong vry 灵 one
he said ppl come here and pray will tiok lottery !! wow !!
and u bring ur pen thr and poke poke poke infront of nadugong will score!! double wow!!
kenneth told me he did that and he scored 6 As for PMR eventho he din do any revision
dun reli blif but i gave it a shot..i told nadugong
popi my family and friends healthy healthy..
my SPM huat huat huat
my future life easier abit..
love shun shun li li..
LOL...so much more thgs wana popi..
and at 'ma zhor geng' SOOOO many ppl
hot as hell >< !!
night time, went to sing K with LEE family..
haha !! had a SUPER FUN NIGHT !! i mean Superrrr.. XD
sang for 3 hrs...
and drank a lil bit of alcohol... =D
damn high mien !! woots..
and i was so god darn hapie also bcoz of..
he texted me !! yay yay :D .....
he said maybe we cud hang out at BP the next day
was so frickin' exited !!
neways after karaoke session yumcha v the LEEs
all ask those lame IQ questions made me LMAO..
then eat talk drink until 3am ..whoa..~
reach home ady after brushing teeth and stuff..
chit chat bout our family issues v sis and cousy..
and kinda sad tho to knw bout all those stuff.. ='(
dajie told me this is vry normal in big family..sigh sighss !!
then talked bout b4 ahgong passed away..
omg was kinda scared !!
somethgs in this world reli vry weird @@
and missed ahgong too... :( ..~
chat chat chat...until 6am !!!
gosh..
b4 tat i find it hard to go to slp ..
i kinda miss him and cudn't wait to hang out v him..
hahahaa.....~

at  'chu er'
woke up arnd 10am..
was expecting his sms but din receive any..
argh !! i hate waiting for sms..shit !! =(
and he told me a shittie thg that he don't have a car to drive..
WTF ?!!!!! did u knw i was waiting for u and i was exited like a stupid sakai ??!!
kanasai...i terus asked him to eat shit..
then went bai bai again at dua pek gong v family~
it's infront of beach only and i enjoyed the sea breeze :D whee ~~~
after that i think i took Aunty Siti's car back home ??
then becim they all asked me did she ask anyth bou our family ??
i gong xiu say 'she asked why am i so......'
i haven say anything then they all 'help' me
fat, duajiak, etc etc... =(
then i say 'NO la..is PRETTY'
aunt said 'who say u pretty their eyes got stamp !!'
huat the fart???!!!!!!
grrr...
got so pissed  wanted to hit someone.. argh !!
nite time..dad brought our entire family to sea view restaurant..
grand and nice place :D
but uber lousy this year..not reli high as last year
and saw a super SHUAI GE !! omg so hansome ~~
cant tahan leh when i imagine got tat type of bf..
but he got gf ady..sadz sadz.. =(
after the dinner we lighted kong ming deng !! woots x100 !!!
each one of us got one !! woots x 10000000 !! lol...
i helped ahma to light up hers...~ b4 hers went up to the air~
it knocked the ceiling at turn upside down 360 degrees !! hahaha~~
so funneh...but at last still flew up to the air successfully ..yay !!
then we played POKER ~ din reli hv the mood the play and for while then end ady..
what a waste.. =(

'chu san'..
can say whole day was on the internet :0 ..
din follow family to ma zhor geng coz ady pray there on chu yi..
too many ppl !! ><
when at night ..was expecting dinner v family..
too bad some went home early..din get the chance..
but din hv dinner v ahma too !! whaaa ???!!
omg..even the last day oso din hv dinner v ahma !!
no likey coz goin back to sgmt ady... :(
nite time finally got to see mom..
but.. i don't know...somethg happened @@
haiz not a very hapie chu san...


'chu si'
last day of holiday..what the frick ??!!
followed mum to fetch dajie to bus stand..
time to say bye bye to dajie goin bec to college..
for some reasons..dajie and mom had an argument..
aiks aiksss... =(
neways went to 'bai nian' v shelly, fern, wenny and miinjye..
lol !! got some angpaus and played poker again~
at last i won some money..hehe bad kid keep gambling~
can consider had some fun v frens bah ~
and i drank beer again...shittie..
dad asked me to wash car..
i washed an AVANZA all by myself.. :(( omg omg...
nite time i only started doin my hmwk..darn so much of them !!
took a LooNNGG time to do some of them and only finish some at sch..
damn i hate schooling !!! hate HATE !!

bla bla bla...
this CNY not reli acceptable lor..
had nightmare EVERYDAY !!! argh !!!
ARGH !!!!!........im am crazy...
i wana go back BP !!! argh!!
why the frick  is growing up so god damn hard ??!!
and why the hell is grown-ups so complicated ??!!
question marks and middle fingers.. @.@

hopefully dajie and mummy will baik again..
so she can so kluang and hv fun too :D ...

and puan.chew.. go shit in ur hand..
as well as watermelon face too..
both of u reli like to talk SHIT.

btw PK1 is arnd the corner....FML !!
feel like screaming on the streets like an insane bitch ..~
woots !

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can i be one of those guy who doesn't have any feeling ????...
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